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Billy2024	Vision/Insights Journal		Lead	[-]
Posts: 171 06/12/11 10:24	Tags : None 2011/03/19 Dream: Three Bicycles, In Military 3rd Time, EEAS, Gorgeous Place Woke up this morning about 7:30 a.m. remembering a dream. Initially I was on a trip in another country it seems like. There were three bicycles that were connected together with a cable which had three small hoops along its length which held the bikes. There were two or three other people with me. I got the impression that we were going to take the bicycles and ride around together in the countryside. Somehow the plan apparently changed as I seemed to be getting ready to separate from the group and go a different way. I was standing out by a car puzzling over this change of plans. I noticed another young man arrive and he had a very odd futuristic looking bicycle with him. I got the impression he was going to replace me in the bicycle outing with the others. I realized I only had a half sandwich and maybe a ten dollar bill with me so I was concerned since I was going to be out in the countryside on my own. At that point my father appeared and apparently realizing what I was worried about handed me some money and said "Here is 52 dollars." The scene changed and I found myself sitting in a chair in a waiting room with some other people. I had on light tan clothing and realized that I was in the military waiting in this room. I was concerned about why I was in the military again. I said something like "Why am I in the military again? This is the third time." I noticed a window behind me and there was a van with large windows there. The room window seemed to have a screen in it. I saw my mother standing up in the van at the window. She knew I was in the room on the other side of the window. I could see her very clearly as she was talking through the window to me. I don't remember what she was saying but I stood up and waved my hand around to get her attention two different times. Looking at her eyes I could tell she didn't seem to be able to see me or tell that I was standing there waving to her and I wondered if there was a glare on the window obscuring me. I realized she was telling me about a choice I could make. I sat down thinking about what was happening and about this choice. A man brought a piece of paper over to me. I looked at the sheet of paper and saw there were hand written notes on it. Also placed in my hand were a variety of small different LED like lights and I got the impression that these were lights or batteries of some kind. The one thing written on the paper was something about being able to get into "EEAS" but I didn't have any idea what "EEAS" stood for. I kept wondering what does "EEAS" stand for? It occurred to me that I could look that up on the Internet. There was a black colored old looking computer terminal by me so I turned around and turned it on. I asked someone if I could get out on the Internet with this terminal but realized that I couldn't. All of this information I had now suggested that I could switch over to a different military group which might be more interesting if I wanted. But I couldn't figure out what the group did from what I knew so far so I wasn't sure if I should choose the new group in the van. I kept wondering what "EEAS" stood for and guessed it must have something to do with this new military group. I was pretty sure I wanted to switch from my current military group to this new group but I wasn't sure since I didn't know what was involved. I turned around again to the window and noticed that the van was starting to move off. But then it stopped as if it was sensed that my mind had made the decision to join the people in the van. The scene changed again and I found myself sitting with the new group apparently in the van. I was wondering what this was all about and what I was doing here. I then noticed a woman sitting in the chair to my left. She was a woman in a white dress. She was somewhat full figured but dressed nicely. It seemed as if she was in this military group also but it was strange that she was wearing a nice looking white dress and she was casually leaning back in her chair. She didn't look at me but I heard her say "This is such a gorgeous place!" I wondered what she meant by that at which point I awakened. Analysis: "Being in the military a third time" suggests to me being recruited again for some kind of task as I have come to associate the military dream theme with such activities. My "father" knew I didn't have the necessary money to go out on this excursion so he provides me with what I will need to accomplish it. My "mother" gives me instructions through the window about changing assignments even though she doesn't seem to be able to see me though I can see her very clearly. Both my father and mother died years ago so their appearance in this dream suggests a spiritual connection. The handwritten message with the acronym "EEAS" is a clue about this task I am to do. The hand full of LED like lights remind me of small lights and batteries suggesting to me communications and electronics. The woman sitting in the chair said "This is such a gorgeous place!" and my wondering what she meant by that suggests to me that something very pleasant is involved with this task. After I awoke this morning I googled "EEAS" on the Internet. The only "meaning" that I could glean that might be relating to "EEAS" is the definition: "The European External Action Service (EEAS) is a unique European Union (EU) institution that is being established following the entry into force of the Treaty of Lisbon on 1 December 2009. It will serve as a foreign ministry and diplomatic corps for the EU."
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Billy2024	Dorm Room Theme - Seems to suggest that I am being put through an educational phase.	#1	[url]	[-]
Posts: 171 06/12/11 10:28	2011/06/12 Dream: Moved Back Into Dorm Room, Large Radio With Two Antenna Woke up this morning at eight a.m. remembering a dream. I was having some kind of issue with someone about diet I think? I left them and went to my dorm room carrying some things with me. I seem to be moving back into a dorm room after a break. I entered then closed the door behind me. I put my items down but took special care to place on the top of my dresser my large radio with two large rabbit ear antenna protruding upward from its top. I was concerned that someone would be coming to my door perhaps the person that I had had an issue with earlier. The door handle then rattled and moved and I unlocked the door and let the person come in. Again I felt the tension of this issue with the person that I had felt earlier. And I awoke. Analysis: Having just joined OmTalks two days ago (10 June 2011) and posting some introduction information (Night Visitors) then and yesterday, I suspect that the dream of moving into the dorm room after a break is associated with joining OmTalks as I suspect a new phase of my Night Visitors (i.e. 'Inner Team') encounter and relationship is commencing. I suspect the "some kind of issue with someone about diet" is going to be an actual issue that 'someone' from my 'Inner Team' will pursue with me to prepare me for further work that I suspect I am being set up to do. The placing 'on top of my dresser of my large radio with two large rabbit ear antenna protruding upward from its top' is an indication symbolic of my being prepared to receive communications from my 'Inner Team' as a part of this new phase of work with the 'Inner Team'. Last Edited By: Billy2024 06/13/11 10:13. Edited 1 time.
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Billy2024	Your Dream Body - What does the Night Visitor actually see when viewing/talking to your dream character?	#2	[url]	[-]
Posts: 171 06/13/11 09:28	Over the years I have had a good many Night Visitors interact with me during the sleep dream time. Interestingly they always seem to know where I am located inside these dreams and often I notice that they are looking directly into my face and eyes as if they 'see' me. Sometimes their face is apparently purposely avoiding looking at my face but still they seem to 'know' where I am located. After a while it occurred to me to wonder what is it that the visitor 'sees' when he/she is looking and watching my dream character me. Of course from my dream character POV (point of view) I feel that I am the same self that I always am even in my waking state. However I have discovered that the dream character me does NOT appear as the same body and facial image as I have in waking life. In the following 18 September 2010 dream scenario my dream character happens to pass by a mirror and sees himself. To my surprise the reflection I see is not at all as the same body and facial image I have in the waking life. Therefore to me it is natural at this time to assume that the other dream character POV of my dream character is roughly the same as what I saw in the dream mirror. Though not recorded here I remember another earlier dream in which I also looked into a mirror and saw the reflection of my dream self. Incidentally as well as I can recall in that earlier dream I did not appear the same as in the dream below. My tentative conclusion is that perhaps the dream body that we assume inside a dream and with which we interact with other dream characters may very well change with each dream. I don't have much personal experience to know for sure if each dream body we assume is unique or not. 2010/09/18 Dream: Mirror Glance Wavy Dark Hair Early 30s This morning I awoke about 5:30 a.m. having just had a dream. I recall that in the dream I was with a couple other people and was driving an old style car. We were in a parking lot at a business and I was looking for a parking slot to park the car before we went inside the building. There were some other men also leaving their vehicles going into the building to go to work apparently. I got out of the car but I had a clear plastic bag in my hand which had some tool parts. I opened the bag to retrieve the parts because I needed to assemble something like a screwdriver or flashlight before I could enter the building. Next my companions and I were approaching the building but there was a fence blocking the way. I was wondering how we were going to go inside the fence area. I saw a person opened a gate up ahead and a person or two were let in through the gate. I hurried forward and said something to the gate person and she let me come thru the gate. My companions were behind me a ways yet. I was inside the fence area and stood there waiting for my companions to follow me but apparently they didn't see me at first as I had to call to them when they started to pass by the gate. When they didn't see me standing there inside the fence I called out to them to come here. I noticed that one of my companions was a white female perhaps in her late 20s with darkish hair down to the top of her neck. I recall looking at her face as she came toward me and could see the whites of her eyes very clearly as she looked in my direction. She was with a younger person perhaps a teenage female but I didn't get a glance at the youngster. We next found ourselves inside an office area which I immediately felt to be maybe in the style of the 1950s. I noticed that all the wall and cabinets were covered with a type of burgundy colored pattern or design. There were a couple of women working in the office and they had hair styles that fit the 1950s setting. We were detained in the office area with the women for some reason. There was a question about making sure that we three had signed the "log book". The feeling I was given was that it was very important that the log book be signed for these people and that the log books always be kept track of. A woman came into the office where we were standing holding a collection of "log books". I saw them and she had probably eight or ten of them in her arms. I looked at the log book that we had apparently signed and saw my name and the names of my companions written in longhand. Our and other signatures were written on a lined page but I couldn't make out the writing very clearly, just enough to know what I had signed the log book. My female companion and the young teenager were apparently in a different office room for me as I didn't see them. But the women in the office offered some food in the form of candy or sweets to us. I recall opening a cabinet door and noticing that there was an opened package of pastry like sweets with one missing standing in the cabinet corner. I didn't eat any of the offerings but got the impressions that my woman friend had some. We were apparently waiting for something to do with the "log books" but I don't know what. I realized that I needed to go to the restroom so I asked one of the office women where the bathroom was. She led me into a different office and pointed to a bathroom door. I looked to my left and noticed there was a bathroom for women. Then I noticed to my right there was another door that was probably the men's bathroom. I approached that door. There was a second split door to the left of that door. I wasn't sure which door to use so I reached up to the upper half of the door on the left and opened it. It seemed to be just a storage area with shelves. I then opened the door in front of me and it appeared to be the bathroom. However this "bathroom" was different in that I barely had room to move inside and close the door behind. There was a metal turquoise colored metal barrier immediately in front of me which was preventing moving into the bathroom so that I could close the door. I looked around wondering where the urinal was but didn't really see one. I didn't see a toilet stool either. I was having trouble getting the door closed behind me so the thought occurred to me to push the front of my body against the turquoise colored metal framework as it looked like it might be hinged and could move forward. I was somewhat surprised to find that indeed the metal framework did move forward as it was hinged at the top and I was able to then close the door behind me. As I had approached the "restroom" or inside the "restroom" I remember I noticed a mirror as I passed by and just got a glimpse of myself in it. I was a little startled that my dream character looked to be in the late 20s or early 30s. I didn't get a look at its face but I clearly saw my dream character's hair. It was in the 1950s style short on the sides with a slight part on the left side with the right side having a noticeable large wavy curve upward in the front top of its forehead. I thought I detected a flash of some kind of red color perhaps of a bit of cloth while I was seeing the black colored hair but don't know what that was. I then realized that I needed to pee so even though I couldn't see a proper type of urinal or trough I assumed that I was supposed to use the floor area to the left and back somewhat. I recall peeing. I awoke then and remembered the dream. I wondered if I had in fact tried to pee in my sleep and checked for wetness but I was not wet. However, I did have to go to the bathroom so I got up and headed to the bathroom. Analysis: I don't really have any meaning that I can apply to the bulk of the dream at this time. However my dream character seeing himself in the mirror is significant. On very infrequent occasions in the past in a dream, my dream character has gotten a glimpse of himself in a mirror for some reason or another. What I have learned from this dream and these other "mirror dreams" is that my dream character does not look like the me that I am in the awake state. Even tho my dream character feels like the me that I normally feel like in the waking state, it appears that my dream character has a form that is much different from what I look like in real life. In two "mirror dreams" including this one, my dream character was a younger white male and looked different each time. I feel safe to conclude that in all my dreams my dream character even tho it feels like the me from my waking state, it has a different body form which is probably unique for each dream. Furthermore the other dream characters that interact with my dream character such as look at me are no doubt "seeing" my dream character in that particular body form. This is an important inference: to realize that your dream character takes on a different bodily form than what you are like in waking life. Yet inside your dream character you feel just like the you that you normally are!
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Billy2024	Guide Visit - Bathtub surprise during a tub soak	#3	[url]	[-]
Posts: 171 06/13/11 10:11	In the summer of 1993 an online friend of my wife and I told us about a "first time" bathtub encounter with what she discovered to be her guide. He wouldn't tell her his name so she decided to call him 'Ralph'. What Ralph said to her in the quote below suggests that your guide has likely been with you for a very long time even if you had no idea that there was such a thing as a guide and thus having a guide is NOT a function (i.e. is independent) of your belief system in which you must believe in guides to have one! I found Ralph's quote extremely funny and instantly felt it to be so true! So be aware that over your whole lifetime when you have gotten certain odd feelings and thoughts pop up about some subject or event, perhaps those feelings and thoughts are not just original with you alone. That indeed such feelings and thoughts might just very well have been impulsed to your consciousness by your guide. 1993 Summer Reverie: 'Ralph' Quote "...I've been talking to you for a very long time, but it's only lately that you have started to listen..." On 10/28/2010, Charlene wrote: Wow... I can BARELY remember Ralph... I remember sitting in my bathtub, I think, and seeing him... I can "sort of" see a bluish face... Maybe a turban?????? I'm not sure about the turban, though.... I could be thinking of the Aladdin cartoon... lol I DO remember him saying that he'd been talking to me, or communicating with me for a long time, but that I'd just started listening... And, it seems like, or feels like, he was my "inner voice"... I'd never seen him before, but he'd been there [with] me for a long time... Like someone on my shoulder, giving me "advice", whether I listened or not... :) Which makes me think that nearly everyone has "guides"... Most don't pay any attention, or choose to ignore them... Last Edited By: Billy2024 06/13/11 10:17. Edited 1 time.
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Billy2024	Daytime Visitor - 'I was so stunned...'	#4	[url]	[-]
Posts: 171 06/13/11 10:36	In the summer of 1993 after a particularly stressful day at work as a receptionist for a real estate business my wife was at home and had a surprising daytime visitor. Note the first person description quickly followed by the second person description suggests that the first person impulsed the image of the second person description to convey a comforting impression to my wife given her state of mind at the time. I suspect that the first person description is actually more nearly what this visitor normally chooses to be seen as. Thus an important lesson is presented here by this guide in techniques used by such beings when dealing with human subjects. 1993 Summer Meditation: working as planned ...fixed macaroni and cheese, green beans and peas with a little garlic powder and pepper.... I sat outside for a few minutes while everything was simmering and I closed my eyes and meditated.. I still felt like I was being swallowed up by this black cloud... I was sitting in the lawn chair facing the sun. I decided to close my eyes as the sun? was so bright.. As I drifted off I asked God to please help me to understand why I was feeling like I did... I started to see images, one of a man with a sort of bald head and large eyes and a big nose (white I, think) almost saw the face... then it faded to a picture of a man with golden brown flowing hair outlined his face and continued down to his shoulders, with a mustache and a light brownish long beard.. he had such kind, gentle brown eyes... looked like a younger version of Jesus... he told me to just relax, let my self feel the gentle breeze blow gently through my hair and that everything would be ok.. He said to let go of things that had happened at work as they were not important. What was important was Bill and my children.. He said to take care of myself for my family really needs me. Then he touched the middle of my forehead between my eye brows and I felt a warm feeling just surge through me like an electrical current.. He then said, "Do not worry as everything is fine, things are working out as planned".... I was so stunned... Last Edited By: Billy2024 06/13/11 10:47. Edited 2 times.
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Far North	A lot of dreaming	#5	[url]	[-]
Posts: 134 06/13/11 12:13	That's a lot of dreaming. Excellent recall. I'm impressed. I was intrigued with your mirrors. Also the idea of a "inside team" – good concept. I never thought of appearing in the dream as a different character with a different visage. I'm intrigued that you are able to see "yourself." Or your dream character. Face-to-face. In the mirror, that is. And your characters actually have bodily functions. Intriguing. Bathroom experiences. Question: are you a culinary specialist of sorts? I always enjoy when food shows up in my dreams. Each item of food speaking a different language. I'm always looking for guides. You seem to have found some good ones. Thanks for the detail! Ramble on! Such profuseness is welcome… :-) Don't you love the irony?
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Billy2024	Guide or Guides - Ask and you will receive.	#6	[url]	[-]
Posts: 171 06/13/11 02:12	Dave, In the past I have done a lot of dreaming - nearly every night. I have recorded a number of dreams along the way as well as non-dream night time experiences. I've pulled information from some of those experiences (with more to come) to place on OmTalks. From what I can tell each of these dream and non-dream experiences are just points along a spectrum of my conscious awareness. It also seems as if all the various experiences are teaching lessons being given to me by either my higher self or by external consciousnesses. Actually the topic of food seldom appears in my dream scenarios. From my personal experiences over time I have found that the dream content is very personalized to each person so food showing up in your dreams is saying that food is being used in some important way in your inner consciousness. It is also true that most dream content items are pulled from your personal memory bits and pieces reservoir and woven into the dream scenario by 'whatever or whoever' actually writes/produces the dream scenario video scene. As for guides I suspect they already have shown themselves to you by what you see in your dreams and by what you are shown in your dreams - and you just haven't actually realized what it was that you were 'seeing'. I suspect if you sit down and think back over a number of your more meaningful dreams that you will discover that there is a man or woman that appears in them. This man or woman will not necessarily be the same each time or at least that is my personal experience. When you lay down to drop off to sleep place a question in your mind asking that you be shown more information about your guide or guides. You may have to do this several times over a few days. Notice over the next few days any odd or unusual feelings or thoughts or insights or dreams or dream themes that are out of the ordinary for you. Particularly notice if your awareness is 'pulled' to noticed something. Does something happen that seems as if it is a 'sign' that has some meaning to you that relates to the question that you have been asking about your guide or guides. I suspect that when you do this something will happen that will make you realize connection to your guide or guides has been happening all along ONLY you did not recognize it for what it was. Chuckle, you just might be a bit shocked when the insight occurs to you and you realize it was there all along only you did not know it for what it was! :-)
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Billy2024	Daytime Visitor - On four year death anniversary.	#7	[url]	[-]
Posts: 171 06/13/11 02:53	In the summer of 1993 my wife had a visitor experience from her brother who had died four years earlier. Needless to say she was very surprised by his showing up. Note the amount of detail she recalled of the experience. 1993 Summer Vision: Vision on "melancholy morning" This is a very "melancholy morning"... A rather symbolic incident happened as I was cooking breakfast... I told you I was feeling subdued and pensive this morning... partly due to this the Anniversary of Jeff's death... While I was cooking the scrambled eggs, I saw my brother Jeff standing before me... He was just grining from ear to ear and his eyes bright blue and just shining... He told me that he was very happy now, he spends lots of time with Daddy, Granham and Grandpa and cousin Skip... Skip and Jeff hang out together a lot... He has messages from everyone... First he said that Bill and I are doing a great job with the kids except for a few subtle suggestions... One, go easy on the children, be gentle with the children, this came from my Grandmother HM... I could almost hear her voice as Jeff was telling me... He said Rebecca is turning out to be so beautiful and her health will continue to improve... He said you've done a great job Pat and Bill... My Daddy sent a message about our situation... he said just be patient as I know this is not your strongest suit... Everything is working out for the best... Keep a very close eye on Bill... Jeff said they are all watching us and monitoring what is happening in our lives... He said if we don't be more kinder and gentler to the children, there will be some major butt kicking... We need to keep a tighter reign on Tyra, get Elizabeth's temper under control, let Rebecca have her wings so she can fly... He said we have given her much more freedom than before and this makes him very happy... Jeff had kind of shortish reddish brown hair, was in his 30s looking very very young... He had on loose white pants and a long white shirt... He acted just like he did when he was alive, carefree and a free spirit... He wanted me to know that he is so happy now and I am not to feel badly about his leaving... the tears just streamed down my face as I was cooking the eggs... luckily I turned the burner down just as this was starting to happen... This was not a vision but something that really happened to me... I could HEAR Jeff and SEE Jeff and could FEEL his presence... I have seen my Daddy, Grandpa and Grandma at various other times... sometimes if I didn't see them I HEARD them talking to me... "WHISPERS"...Bill said to tell you that this was not an imaginary thing that happened... very much REAL and so NEAT to happen on this 4th anniversary of Jeff's leaving us... This is a release for me and another wall to come down... I've got goose bumps all over me again... felt the same way earlier when I saw Jeff this morning... Last Edited By: Billy2024 06/13/11 03:02. Edited 1 time.
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Billy2024	Dream Communications - Always a surprise with them.	#8	[url]	[-]
Posts: 171 06/13/11 05:57	Extracts from 2010/07/01 Dream: Most Amazing Dream (sea voyage, Myst physicians): Observation D: about two or three days ago i had a dream which puzzled me... i was standing outside somewhere watching two brilliant white beams of light being projected into the night sky from two large coffee can sized projectors placed a few feet apart... the two beams were white, very bright, coherent fixed in diameter and shining parallel paths into the night sky at an angle... i had no idea what these beacons meant or why they were there... when i awoke i was puzzled... there was no context to understand why i was seeing this or what it meant... in light of events that have happened since (ref: Most Amazing Dream), i'm beginning to suspect these beacons were a signal of location to whomever was to get this information... and this has resulted somehow in actions taken on me... Observation H: in early 1993 after a dark night of despair feeling like all was very black indeed, i was sitting outside drinking some red wine and pondering our situation, and i silently said to myself (and anyone listening in the ether) that i give up, that "your will be done"... that Rebecca shouldn't have to be put thru all the things that she had had to endure... that if anything needed to be done let it be done to me and not her... that i was not important but that she was... and in tears i silently said "i want to go to Heaven too"... and instantly i was startled in my head because i heard a voice say to me "you already are"... and i knew immediately and exactly what that meant: that i WAS from heaven serving in a 3D earthly role at this time... and that earth and its experiences are a part of heaven tho we don't normally know this in our earthly bodies... it was a very uplifting experience... Observation I: another interesting dream experience occurred one night in 1993 i think it was... i don't remember what the trigger was but i suddenly was acutely aware that i was sitting inside a small flying saucer soaring up and down and thru white clouds... there were several other guys sitting with me in the seats and we were laughing and enjoying the experience immensely... then i awoke and realized the meaning of the dream: that we are effectively on a spaceship i.e. earth traveling together in space together on a grand adventure and if we allow ourselves then it is a wonderful thing to experience if we can just come to understand what is happening to us... Observation J: ... i immediately remembered a dream i had a couple of years ago... in which i visited my mother who died in January 1994... in the dream she was living in a living quarters with a number of other people much like in a communal family... it was a very vivid dream in which i talked to her, watched the various people living in the quarters from little children to older adults, wondered why she was living in this kind of situation... she seemed to be a bit nervous around me... at one point she had to get up to leave because somehow i knew she had to soon meet a couple of newly arrived "people" and it was her responsibility to guide them back to there... after i awoke i was a little concerned as to who those two "people" might be... i.e. was this a premonition that there would be death or two in our family in the near future... however that did not come to pass and i grew to have a better understanding of this dream experience... i felt right away that this was a "real" experience and that i had met my mother and indeed she was living in this communal family quarters... but i have always been rather puzzled as to where such a communal family quarters might be located... ... Observation K: ... yesterday morning, Wednesday 28 June 2010, i had a dream... i was riding in what seemed to be a school bus as i thought headed home... apparently we were lost in a small town which i will refer to as "Clown Town"... its a town where in the center are very ornate buildings and streets not that there are clowns there but that it gives a caricature of what such a town might be... its a town i have visited in my dreams a number of times always puzzled as to where this town is actually located and why i visit it... the experience of every visit is different yet its clearly the same town... just as the school bus was passing a very ornate public building i was startled when there was a ringing from my right pants pocket... i pulled out an elongated cellphone and flipped it open out falling a can of unopened beer... the can of beer falling out of the cellphone startled me cause i don't drink beer all that often... i answered the cellphone and heard what i thought was my mother calling to see where we were and i got the impression we were supposed to be home soon... someone told me the name of the very ornate public building which was some kind of special theater and i told "mom" the name but can't recall it now... i got the impression that it must be early morning as she seemed to want to know how many eggs i wanted for breakfast... i said 3 or 4 no 5 or 6 scrambled then hung up the cellphone call... by that time we were driving on the outskirts of the town... i looked outside thru the bus windows and noticed a couple of buildings that had wooden tops that looked like almost inverted boxes somewhat in the shape of a cardboard box holding french fries but the material was find looking wood lathes going up and meeting vertically along the exterior of the roof with only a narrow flat wooden surface on top... one of the two buildings was a smaller version and the other a much bigger version... the two buildings reminded me somehow of French architecture... and the Clown Town also reminded me of something French in nature... just before i started speaking to "mom" on the spiritual cellphone i saw in my mind's eye the sideways outline of a person's lower face with the mouth and lips clearly visible... and i saw the mouth and lips say a few words but heard no sound... that was when the cellphone rang and i picked it out of my pocket... after i talked to "mom" i heard another voice on the spiritual cellphone... it was a very sweet sounding soft melodious woman's voice saying a few words that i could not understand... that's all the dream i recall... ...
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Billy2024	Dream Vision - The Sea Journey	#9	[url]	[-]
Posts: 171 06/13/11 06:09	In the summer of 1993 I had a very powerful moving dream that suggests a summing up and overview of our grand adventures through physical reality and its coming to an end: 1993 Summer Dream: the sea journey i was moving along jist above the surface... very comfortable in my sittin' not fearful of losing my balance... as if on maybe an aladdin magic carpet maybe... there were others on the carpet with me... i think Pat too... we were kind of hangin' together... as the magic carpet moved fairly fast... out over the sea... the sea waves were many and very blue... lookin' angry at times... the carpet flew low over the water... pickin' up speed... we flew first this way... then veared a little to fly that way... we were so low... and the vision so magnificent and powerful of the rough and spiritually strong moving sea waves... that it seem to be scary to me.. i was sometimes beginnin' to be frightened of what i imagined might be comin' up out of the sea... on and on we flew over the rough and rugged sea... tackin' left and right... with sometimes dark objects down there to my left... sometimes to the right... till finally we approached land... comin' up to the shore line... then onto the shore... and as the magic carpet slowed down to a stop... i was noticin' a couple of men wearin' white like caps... with desert like cloth hangin' down from the back of the cap... as might be used to protect the neck from blowin' sand... such a neat feelin'... a watchin' 'em bring the magic carpet in for a slowin' stop halt... now while durin' the sea journey... i remembered that i used to have dreams... in which i was standin' and there would... be rise above and 'round me... like an ocean of water... jist up to my feet... but i always was ok... jist a standin' there on a strip of narrow sand... in one dream with i thought holdin' rebecca by the hand... protectin' her dear... in other dreams jist that there rose 'bout me water... till i was surrounded by it... and i seemed always to be git a fear of what might arise... from 'neath those waters out there... could not git over the feelin' of "some things"... could might be lurkin' out there 'neath that sea water... fearful things they might be... and dear... as the magic carpet 'proached the shore line... i got the most powerful feelin'... of "the journey had come to an end"... after a very fearsome and movin' sea voyage... and felt quite a relief... that the sea journey was over at last.. 1993 Summer Reading: the sea journey Q: What is the purpose of the journey? A: You are each on a journey to deepen the level of consciousness of your spiritual self. Each is attempting to reach inside to find your own truths for things you have found unfulfilled in the world outside yourself. You are attempting to shed the knowledge learned in this lifetime that has not served you, and build your own store of knowledge and truths that do serve to bring you happiness and peace, and that bring you closer in harmony with yourself and the world around you. Q: How long does this journey take? A: This is a never-ending journey, but inner peace and harmony, although not perfect, can be reached to a point of fulfillment. There is always more to learn and experience and share. You should not compare progress. Each person progresses at their own pace, and each has learned things which can be useful to the others. Q: Is there a specific route the journey takes? A: The route you take to your personal fulfillment isn't important. It is reaching the level of fulfillment you desire that is important. The goal is important. Q: What do you mean when you say that we are slow learners? A: You impede your progress by working against instead of with each other. The conflicts and discord distract, and slow the natural progression. You often use the example of the flowing river and of going with the current, not fighting against it. You fight against the current many times. You have each made a pledge to help the others. You lose sight of this pledge. Q: Why do we get the lessons, or what Bill refers to as the "side tour-butt kicking"? A: You all lose sight at one time or another of what you are trying to accomplish. At times the lessons are to right you. At other times the lessons are assistance from the guides to help you on your journey. Q: What are our jobs or duties on this journey? A: Each of you has strengths. Pat and Charlene have strength in insight. They are developing their skills in channeling to the source of knowledge. Bill has strength in action; in thinking and speaking. You would do well to respect each other in their strengths and learn from them. They will be a great help to all of you. Q: Will there be any surprises on the journey? A: There will be much that is unexpected. This is the nature of the learning process. I cannot tell you what the unexpected will be. There are many variables and many paths to take. Still you will reach the goal if you are heartfelt in your search. Last Edited By: Billy2024 06/13/11 06:28. Edited 2 times.
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Billy2024	Past Life - Ireland 1841, Bridget and Sean Murphy	#10	[url]	[-]
Posts: 171 06/14/11 10:25	In the summer of 1993 my wife sometimes channeled information about past lives. In the following meditation my wife is Bridget and I am her husband Sean Murphy. 1993 Summer Meditation: Irish Family Life "...My name is Bridget Murphy... I am 28 years old, married to Sean Murphy... He is 33 years old... We have 6 children, 3 sons whose names are Patrick John (7), Michael Shamus (5), Thomas Donovan (3)... We have 3 daughters whose names are Mary Francis (8) , Catherine Elizabeth (6), Britta Maria (2)... We live just outside of Dublin, in Northern Ireland... We raise cows and sheep... Our house is very modest, my husband built this as a wedding present for me... ...The year is 1841..." Last Edited By: Billy2024 06/14/11 10:29. Edited 2 times.
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Posts: 134 06/14/11 12:27	I'm on the fly. I'll have to read this later… Whoosh…
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Billy2024	Chakra (Chest/Brow/Crown) Adjustments - Amazing Myst Physicians aboard ship	#12	[url]	[-]
Posts: 171 06/14/11 03:29	This dream is one of the most amazing ones in my life. It marks the end of a seventeen year period from 1993 to 2010 which I now think of as my Myst times (i.e. when it was pretty darn misty trying to understand what had been happening to me.) 2010/07/01 Dream: sea voyage, Myst Physicians ...went to bed early last night Wednesday and slept soundly till about 11:30 p.m. or so... woke up and went to the bathroom... came back to bed but really couldn't get to sleep so lay there "resting"... some time passed and again i got up and went to the bathroom... back to bed but couldn't go back to sleep yet... after a while i got up went to the bathroom again and got a few sips of milk which usually acts like a sleeping pill for me... back to bed and laid down... laid on my back and "relaxed"... this would have been after 12:33 a.m. as i always check the clock when i get up and come back to bed... there is a fan blowing cool air slowly over my bed from beyond the foot of the bed... i apparently drifted off after some time had passed... suddenly i found myself setting up in a bed in a small rectangular room... the bed was in one corner and i was watching a large LCD television sitting in the opposite corner of the room.... i don't remember what i was seeing in the scenes of the TV but after a little while there was this little pink ping pong ball came sailing out of the tv screen toward me and bounced off my bed near my head and onto the floor... then the tv turned off and the tv set just dissolved and disappeared... and there was only the corner of the wall that i was looking at... i did have the feeling that all this was to prepare me for "weird odd" things happening and about to happen... i was ok with this however as i am used to such things happening in my dreams and reveries... i got up off the bed in the small room on the right side and stood... i noticed the wallpaper to my right... it was very flimsy with little rectangular holes all along it in regular lines... the wallpaper was only attached by little pieces of tape to the corners... there in front of me i noticed there didn't seem to be anything behind the wallpaper so i touched it with my hand and the tape pulled loose on the left side and revealed what looked like a semi-circular little room where i thought maybe somebody was going to build a shower in perhaps... then i looked a little to the left of this enclosure and saw again that the wallpaper was very loose... i heard a noise such as whirling and felt air movement and saw the wallpaper blowing... i thought this must be where the a/c unit is located... now mind you these were strange things to be noticing in my dream character and i knew it... but was not phased by it... then i found myself outside the door of my little room... i was in a wide airy hall with great visibility off in different directions... i took a few steps then turned around and was looking for the door to my room again... about that time two young men were walking near me in the well lit hallway... i asked one of them "what is this place"... he was a white male wearing dark colored trousers and a shirt... his light brown hair was cut very short... i heard him say something like "Angel Clinic something something"... then he became playful and kind of tackled with me or the other male... and he said something unusual which clearly was supposed to get my attention... he said something to me which sentence had the word "f...ing" in it... this shocked me somewhat because of the fact of where i was, it being some kind of hospital setting and called Angel Clinic... this scene faded... i find myself flying thru the air on my back in the direction of my head yet i could see around and below me... i am fairly high in the air and can't see anyone with me but i wasn't frightened... down below me was an ocean... and the waves were huge but oddly not moving as if time was stopped except i was moving fairly fast... as i looked down i saw many many different kinds of boats afloat on the surface of the waves... as i flew along i curved this way and that way perhaps completing something of a figure eight path... there seemed to be hundreds of small boats down there... remember the waves were not moving but seemed to be still... i was beginning to be a little concerned tho thinking what if those boats see me and start shooting up at me (us?) flying around up here... then i found myself flying lower as if to come down near the surface of the sea... the closer to the surface the faster i sensed i was moving.... then i saw that i was flying into the side of a ship but i went inside of it... i was slowing down quickly now... i saw corridors in the ship as i continued to fly along slowing down... shortly i came to a flying halt and there was a doctor right at my head almost as if to catch me with his head practically next to mine as i stopped... i was looking him in the eye... i said " that was scary" [funny i said that because i didn't really feel it - Bill... and he said as he examined my head and face "i can give you something for that"... then i said "are we in one of those ships i saw down there?"... he shook his head no... then i said "i know, we are under the water, aren't we?" to which he didn't reply... by this time i saw that i and he were in a very spacious doctor's room... he was the most amazing man with yellow scrubs and the room was well lit with bright gentle yellowish colors... the doctor was a white human with light brown hair and something like a stethoscope around his neck... this scene and experience at this point had an ultra real feel to it!!!... he seemed to back away but i really wanted to stay next to him because he felt so good to be up close to... a second doctor approached me and looked at me below my neck... i was looking down at his head and he was looking at my upper chest and doing something with his hands... i couldn't feel anything or see what he was doing... as he reached he said "this one's an MMI"... not understanding i asked "what's an MMI?"... he replied but i didn't catch what he said... then the scene began to fade over a few seconds and i found myself awake in my own bedroom... [figured out a couple days later that MMI likely means Multi Media Interface - Bill] Last Edited By: Billy2024 06/15/11 09:20. Edited 2 times.
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Billy2024	Summer Solstice (Tuesday 21 June 2011) - Suspect experiences will intensify for awakening and awakened people	#13	[url]	[-]
Posts: 171 06/15/11 07:27	I have reason to believe that during the upcoming (a week from yesterday) Summer Solstice (over a plus or minus several days time period), experiences of awakening and awakened folk will intensify especially night time visitations and non-ordinary visionary contacts. I don't necessarily know any more than the next person except that my personal experiences suggest to me that this will happen based on dreams I have had. Also from what I can tell such times of the year are used by beings to CAUSE such increased experiences in awakening and awakened folk. That is to say that there is nothing especially special or magical about such times of the year in and of themselves, however the beings in charge of awakening humans use such times as a convenient point in time to schedule their technical activities used to stimulate awakening experiences after all they have a huge task to do and it involves lots and lots of coordination with each other. Such technical activities involve transmitting pulses of 'radiation' to individuals who have been prepared unbeknownst to them in earlier experiences with such beings. At least that is what my understanding of how it all works is at this time. Last Edited By: Billy2024 06/15/11 07:35. Edited 2 times.
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Billy2024	Electronic tranmissions of waves/beams of radiation	#14	[url]	[-]
Posts: 171 06/15/11 09:00	2010/10/11 Dream: Large Tower Dish, Light Signal Test, Thick Cable Awoke this morning about 7:20 a.m. having just had a dream. In the dream I was sitting in the living room and happened to look out the large window to my right. Across what seemed to be a walkway was another building where apparently our neighbor lived. There was a person outside near that building working with some equipment. I think this person was a woman and she seemed to be doing some kind of testing. She was holding a small sized portable television-like monitoring unit that was dark brown plastic in color. She held it out in front of her pointing it off toward my right. On top of the unit was a continuation of the dark brown plastic in the form of a bracket which extended several inches upwards on top of the unit. Attached to the front of the extended plastic bracket was a small concave dish antenna perhaps six or eight inches in diameter. As she held this monitoring unit she was aligning the dish surface center so that it was centered on a narrow bright light ray about two inches in diameter coming from somewhere off to my right out of sight. I got the distinct impression that she was setting up for a communications service which she had not had before. I got up and went outside to get a closer look. I looked off into the distance to where the narrow bright light ray would have been originating. There I saw a huge concave transmitting dish antenna that was many feet in diameter sitting atop a tall tower. The huge concave dish seemed to have a very bright light emanating from all around it. I now focused my attention to where I was standing. The woman and portable monitoring unit were no longer there. Instead what I now saw was a thick black communications cable that was coming from off in the direction of the huge dish up to between our two buildings and past apparently going into the neighbor's building. When I had first noticed the narrow bright ray being used with the monitoring unit, I realized that it was horizontal and about head high out side and above the walkway between our two buildings. Now while outside I didn't see the narrow bright ray as it had been replaced by the thick black communications cable which I could see was attached to our outside clothesline poles with plastic ties so was still at head height above the ground. This upset me because I felt our neighbor woman was running her thick cable along and attached to our clothesline poles and this wasn't safe and could be a danger having it so low. I returned back inside our building to go get my wife to show her what had happened and see if she was going to be upset about the neighbor woman having her thick cable attached to our outside clothesline. Curiously at that point I was beginning to feel ok with this but wanted her to know about it anyway to see what she thought. The scene changes and I find myself and my wife out walking. We are in the edge of the wooded area not far from the pasture and some holding lots and large garden to the northwest of the barn on our 1950s farm. There are trees around us at first blocking off the view upward. As we walk along generally toward the east, I realized we are looking for the location of the huge concave dish antenna tower that I had seen earlier. I remember that my neighbor had a spot in the wooded area up ahead and to the left of the direction of where we were walking. Looking up and slightly to the left I noticed just beyond the large tree branches in front of us was a very large cage shaped screen covering that was in the process of slowly swinging open. As I saw this I realized that this was the large disk tower that we were looking for. At the same time that I noticed the huge screen enclosure swing open I saw this intense bright light emanating from all around the concave disk. This intense bright light was so bright that I had to avert my eyes momentarily to avoid its brightness. I now became aware of lots of people walking and milling around us. Somehow I understood that all of these people were part of a special group that was a part of the opening and use of this huge transmitting facility. But it seemed to be somewhat of an exclusive club and I felt as if my wife and I were somewhat outsiders. I found a pamphlet in my hand and looked down starting to read it. My wife had now found a bench to sit down and was talking to another person. I continued to walk along reading the pamphlet but I sensed that I wasn't supposed to do that. A man came up to me and asked if I was a member of the group and then took the pamphlet from my hand and walked away. This upset me a little and I looked back toward where my wife was on the bench. I called out to her and waved my hand to come on. I wondered how she was going to be able to walk very well along the grass as she was using her crutches. She saw me waving to her and got up from the bench and walked toward me as I waited for her. Somehow she changed from being on crutches to sitting in her wheelchair. I was pushing her along and something was hindering the wheels under the wheelchair so I pushed the obstructing small platform which seemed like a tray with something laying on it out away from under the wheelchair and we continued on back up to the large garden directly north of and behind the big red barn. Then I woke up. Analysis: I awoke from this dream somewhat exhausted and overwhelmed and puzzled about this dream wondering if I remembered enough dream material to write it up in my journal. After some reflection it seems that indeed I have! In the dream the major points are: 1. I am at home in the living room and notice the neighbor woman outside testing and aligning to a communications light ray with her portable television-like monitor unit with its receiving dish pointed toward the light ray. 2. The horizontal light ray is coming from my right outside my vision and I can sense that this ray is about head high and seems to me to be dangerous as it is above the walkway between our two buildings so I decide to step outside and see where the bright light ray is coming from. 3. Outside I see off in the distance to my right a large transmitting tower with huge antenna atop it with the whole dish emitting a very bright light from around it. 4. I now notice that the woman with the monitoring testing unit and horizontal light ray is not there. Instead I see a thick black shielded cable running along low from off on the transmitting tower to my right along above the walkway in front of me towards the neighbor's building. This black communications cable is attached to the underside of the cross arms of our outside clothesline with plastic ties. 5. The fact that the neighbor's communications cable is attached to our clothesline upsets me so I get my wife to show her and see how she feels about it though by this time I am beginning to feel ok with this. 6. My wife and I are walking in the wooded area to the northwest of my family's 1950s barn. I realized that we are searching for the high tower and transmitting dish. Emerging from under a large tree with heavily leaved branches I see a very bright light surrounding a tower with the large transmitting dish and a screen-like cage cover opening slowly. 7. I become aware of various people walking and milling around and they seem to be enjoying this occasion and appear to be part of a special group of people associated with this event. I find a pamphlet in my hands which explains what this event and transmitting tower is all about and begin to read it. In my mind I am thinking that I will take this pamphlet with me but I sense that only the people of this special group can see and have this pamphlet. A man comes up to me and asks if I belong to this group, takes the pamphlet from my hand and walks away which upsets me somewhat as I felt he was rather rude. 8. Meanwhile my wife has found a bench and set down talking with another person on the bench while I continued along walking and reading the pamphlet. When the pamphlet was taken out of my hand, I turn and wave and call to my wife to come on. 9. My wife gets up from the bench and using her crutches walks slowly over to me. She is then in her wheelchair and I am pushing her along. There is some kind of obstacle under the seat of the wheelchair but above where the small wheels are. It looks like a hinged tray with something like a lump laying on it. I take my foot and swing the tray to one side out of the way and we continue on eastward toward the edge of the garden located on the north side of the barn. Trying to understand the dream points: There is a strong theme of communications transmission from a very powerful tower dish with alignment testing using a television-like unit, then implementing a thick communications cable for permanent connection and use. This communications setup makes me uncomfortable at first but I soon become ok with it. In search of the source of the tower and transmitting dish my wife and I are in the wooded area on my old 1950s family farm where the neighbor has a spot and the powerful transmitting dish is located is opening up and being turned on. This suggests to me further progress with the chakra system and the crown chakra in particular alignment of DNA strands and establishing a permanent connection. (Reference: Jelaila Starr's The Nine Levels of DNA Recoding (CD)). Curiously I have had many dreams in which I find myself back on some part of my old 1950s family farm some of which involve the very wooded area in this dream. This suggests to me that this farm place has very special important memories and symbolic significance to my spiritual life and to understanding of what has been happening to me all along. The special group of people celebrating the tower and dish transmission event are very happy and seem to have been involved in this venture for a while and tend to feel guarded about what this is all about. Curiously last night I watched a short Magenta Pixie 2012 YouTube video which might offer some insight into this dream: "The opening of the Intergalactic Gateway on 10/10/10" (http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_profilepage&v=QxQnfyxQ0KU). I haven't looked at her Internet YouTube channel for a number of days so was somewhat startled to find that she attributed any significance to yesterday's date 10/10/10. However my wife kept saying to me yesterday that today is 10/10/10 which as it turns out is her mother's 80th birthday for which she and our oldest daughter called her in the morning to wish her a happy birthday. I really don't understand the meaning about my wife walking along on the crutches then switching to the wheelchair. However I sense that the tray under the wheelchair with the lump on it is somehow meaningful and if I remember correctly the lump on the tray is somehow a lump of food perhaps hamburger or something suggesting that the wheelchair has something to do with diet Last Edited By: Billy2024 06/15/11 09:18. Edited 1 time.
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Billy2024	I'm Going To Fix Your Chest - DNA recoding process	#15	[url]	[-]
Posts: 171 06/15/11 09:48	Extract from 2010/09/14 Dream: I'm Going To Fix Your Chest. 2010/09/14 Dream: I'm Going To Fix Your Chest This morning I woke up about 2:30 a.m. needing to go to the bathroom. When I woke up I had just had a dream. I don't remember the first portion of the dream. My dream memory starts as I was with some people and one of them asked me if I would take a look at something and fix it. I said yes I would. I also remember a little square shaped plastic or metal box with rounded edges and corners that I saw. I started to move along the end of some farm fields by the fence line. It was like I was running along but I don't actually remember running so it could have been flying along very low. Again someone asked me if I would take a look at something and fix it to which I replied that sure I would do that. Up ahead a good ways I saw the little squarish box as it seemed to have moved past me and on up to a position and stopped. It seemed to be very fast and reminded me somewhat of a little clown car or radio controlled car though it was just box-ish in shape. I thought I saw the flash of a yellow light and a red light come from around it but it was only for a split second. The light flashes reminded me of the flashing lights from a police car who has someone stopped. Shortly as I was running along I reached the little squarish box and stepped over it and continued running. In a short while running along the end of the fields along the fence row I came up to and entered into a small room about the size of a small closet. It had several light tan wooden straight back chairs scattered near each other. Then I saw a very short black man in front of me slightly to my left. He came up to about my mid-chest height. I don't think he had a shirt on but he did have a light colored maybe tan jacket on which was open in the front. I looked down at him as he was looking up at me. He said "I am going to fix your chest.". As he said this my mind had a mix of thoughts: "I didn't know there was anything wrong with my chest" and "Why do you want to fix my chest" and "I hope I don't have to start doing some kind of physical exercises". At which point I awoke having to go to the bathroom. When I awoke and headed to the bathroom my wife was still awake in the living room so I related the dream to her as I usually keep her current on my dreams that seem to be significant. It's now early afternoon and I have been giving this morning's dream some thought. I suspect it is all symbolic and related to and a continuation to my experiences with the Myst Physicians (2010/07/01 Dream: Most Amazing Dream (sea voyage, Myst physicians)). In particular I suspect that something was "fixed" with my chest and possibly had something to do with a DNA recoding process. Another realization that I have had this morning concerns the black man in the jacket. Over many years I have had the occasional dream in which one of the characters is a black person. But I have always been puzzled about why a black person should show up in my dreams. I'm now wondering if a black person such as the man who said "I'm going to fix your chest" is somehow associated with what Jelaila would refer to as the Nibiruan people who were the people involved in the mining of gold thousands of years ago possibly in the southern part of Africa. Thus perhaps the "black person" is in fact a signature symbol of a connection to the Nibiruan race and the mining of the gold in south Africa. And anytime I have such a black person dream character then the source of that character is an entity that is Nibiruan in nature. Thus my book dream and Tellinger and his research of the ancient ruins in south Africa and my dream of a black man character tie together to convey information to me. Over time I have discovered and understood that this is how information and learning is imparted to me particularly in the sleeping state. Last Edited By: Billy2024 06/15/11 09:54. Edited 1 time.
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Billy2024	Aboard Ship, Navy Officer, 'You're In Space', Gary	#17	[url]	[-]
Posts: 171 06/15/11 10:55	2010/10/18 Dream: Aboard Ship, Navy Officer, 'You're In Space', Gary Woke up about 5:00 a.m. and after a while went to the bathroom. Noticed that my oldest daughter was awake in her bedroom watching television. Went back to my bedroom and got under the covers. Pretty soon I felt two adult cats and one of the kittens come into the bedroom and jump on the bed. The two adult cats were on each side of me about waist level and the kitten settled in between my legs at the bottom of the bed. Shortly I heard my bedroom door open and oldest daughter was quietly looking for the kitten. I breathed "shush" and she whispered its time for their breakfast then turned around and left leaving the door half open. I lay there thinking should I get up and close the door (which had my house coat hanging off the top) when I felt the kitten figure it out and get up, jump down and go running off through the door. By now it must have been nearing 5:30 a.m. and I soon fell off to sleep. Off and on yesterday I would think about my write-up of 2010/10/15 Insight: Solve The Puzzle, Gold Ring, Game of Enlightenment, then last night about 10:00 p.m. when I laid down to sleep I was pretty much fed up with always having puzzles for dreams in which I never seem to get anything done or figure out what was going on. In fact I thought in my mind that I didn't want any more puzzles and mystery games for dreams. If I was going to have more dreams at least make them sensible so that I can understand them and quit making the dreams so damn mysterious! Well! It seems that after I fell back asleep this morning about 5:30 a.m. that is exactly what I got! In fact when I awoke at 6:30 a.m. this morning, my first thought was "How the hell do I write this one up?" as this was an entirely different class of dream from what I've been use to having. This "dream" would better be described as a "gradual switch between perceptions" by which I mean that it started off with me being awake, then falling asleep and then the typical dream begins which gradually transitions into a perceptual state such that I have my critical reasoning and become aware of where I am and what the experience is that I am having. After I fell asleep I found myself apparently aboard what seemed to be a ship because I noticed that the men seemed to have naval uniforms. I was in a room with other people and seemed in particular to be with a man in a naval officer uniform. I somehow knew or could sense that the ship was moving and at one point looked out a window and could see the sharp bow of a naval ship heading right toward us only a few tens of yards away. It seemed that this oncoming naval ship was going to collide with our ship as we seemed to be moving forward at a right angle to it. I saw the ship bow pass to the right out of sight and was surprised to not feel a jolt of collision and for a split second wondered if the ship we were on was in fact a submarine and that was how we missed being hit. I seemed to be sitting on a couch of some kind with my uniformed naval officer friend across from me. He took out some kind of "toy" that he had which looked like a small box opened on the side with a wooden figure inside. With this toy in his hands he turned or moved the figure in some way and set the little box down on a flat surface to his backside away from me. As soon as he turned this box figure and was setting the box down, I began to notice that the "feel of things" begin to change. I didn't know what it was that was changing except that I seemed to become more aware of what was happening around me and my perceptions seemed much more real to me. It was a change in how I saw and felt and perceived what was around me inside this experience. I didn't realized it at first but I soon began to notice that I had a form of critical reasoning and ability to think which normally is missing in a typical dream. The scene changed and my friend and I are no longer in a naval setting but instead in a building where we are walking along hallways and going into rooms that have the look and feel of a flea market array of furnishings. There are lots of people in the rooms as we walk through them but none of us have any kind of uniforms instead have the usual array of clothing. I get the impression that my friend is showing me around as he seems to know what he is doing. At one point when we are together he turns to me and says "We are in space!" As soon as he says that to me I think to myself that I know what he is saying. I think he doesn't mean we are out in space but that we are in a perceptual space which is where dreams occur. As I think this I say to him "I know what you mean because I have been in this kind of space lots of times!" He offers to me that "I learned about this place when I was grown not so long ago." Suggesting that he had learned about this place much like I am learning about it now. Now I was excited because of my new understanding. My friend turned to me next and said "You should go to the dentist!" so I turned and walked up to the front of the room which apparently was a dental office or so I now thought. A woman came up to and looked questioningly at me. I said I need to see a dentist whereupon she led me thru the door. As soon as I entered the room a man walked up to me from my left. He was an older man with a sophisticated look and some graying in his hair. As soon as he was standing in front of me I asked him for some reason "Are you my father?" but immediately I realized that this was wrong and said "Oh, I am the father". The scene changed again and I'm now outside in the room once more. I walk around for a little while looking for my friend. I noticed him then and see that he is fairly tall with some graying in his hair and he seems to have darkish circles under his eyes which seem to stand out for some reason and give me the impression that he is tired and maybe needs some sleep. When I see him I call out "Gary! Gary!" and we get together again. We continue to walk around the rooms and hallways and I gradually become aware that I can "change things with my mind" if I want to. By "change things with my mind" I mean I can think that I want to see or do something and that will happen shortly. About this time as I am figuring this out about myself I suddenly find myself transitioning to my awake state over a few seconds. This transitioning from the dream state to the awake state is like the "fading effect" in movies where one scene dissolves away and at the same time the next scene gradually appears in an overlapping way. And for a few seconds I was aware of being in both states at the same time while the transition is occurring. Immediately upon returning to my awake state I was very excited because this had been a new altered experience wherein my perceptions were very real to me: I knew that I was in this perceptual state while I was there; I knew that I could influence my environment and cause things to happen with my mind; my previous dreams all occurred in the same kind of space but without my ability to do critical reasoning and know where I was. I felt very comfortable being in this new altered experience as it was not fearful and I had a measure of control while within. Now I can hardly wait until I again have more of these new altered perceptual experiences. In the dream the major points are: 1. I find myself aboard a ship with men in naval uniforms and glancing out a window see a ship's bow bearing down on us; apparently a collision is imminent but does not happen making me wonder if perhaps this is a submarine. 2. I am with a man in a naval officer's uniform sitting on a couch with me. In his hands he has a "toy" shaped like a box with the side missing showing a small wooden figure within. He moves the small wooden figure to one side and places the box on a shelf behind him whereupon I gradually become aware that my perceptions are changing in that everything around me becomes more real and I soon notice that I have a form of critical reasoning and ability to think rationally. 3. My friend and I find ourselves in a building with rooms and hallways which have the look and feel of a flea market of furnishings with lots of people about in normal civilian clothing. This environment is very rich in terms of objects to experience and I notice my friend seems to know what this is all about and what he is doing as he seems to be showing me around. He turns to me and says "We are in space!" whereupon I realize at that moment I understand what he is talking about and tell him that "I have been in a space like this lots of times before!" meaning in my dreams this is the place stuff of which dream settings are made and occur. He also tells me that he only learned this when he was grown not so long ago. 4. My friend turns to me and suggests I need to see a dentist so I noticed a woman come up to me at the front of the room. She looks at me with a question on her face and I say to her that I need to see a dentist. She takes me into a room through the door where a sophisticated looking man with gray in his hair comes up to me. I ask him if he is my father but realize this is incorrect and tell him "Oh, I am the father!" 5. I'm outside in the previous room again looking for my friend. I see him off in the distance and noticed he is fairly tall with some graying in his hair and has noticeable darkish circles under his eyes which stand out and gives me the impression he is tired and needs sleep. I call out to him "Gary! Gary!" and we get together again continuing to walk around the rooms and hallways looking at all the sights. 6. While walking around I realized that I have the ability to "change situations and things with my mind" by just thinking of a change and shortly it will be presented to me. As soon as I realized this I have a transitional fade in/out from my dream setting to my awake state being in both states at the same time for a few seconds. Understanding the dream points: Pondering this dream experience for a while helps me understand it better. I now see that it is a continuation of the spiritual awakening "ship at sea" setting theme which I have written about starting with the sea journey... occurring in 1993 up to seventeen years later documented with 2010/07/01 Dream: Most Amazing Dream (sea voyage, Myst physicians). These many webpages are contained online at my In my humble experience and (after Myst) webpages. To me the above dream narrative is suggestive of the continuation of my personal experiences alluded to in Jelaila Starr's The Nine Levels of DNA Recoding (CD). I suspect the "naval officer in uniform" is indeed my guide on this journey. The small "toy" box with the small wooden figure inside is apparently some kind of technological device to activate a change in my ability to perceive and understand what is happening around me. My guide friend explains to me how this perceptual experience is something he only learned about when he was grown and this was not so long ago. The statement "Oh, I am the father!" suggests to me that this is a statement of the divinity of myself as a human being. The "dental man" may very well mean there is yet another trip to the ship in store for me to take care of the next step in this process. Of course going to a 3D dentist would be useful too but those trips are way to expensive as far as I can tell at this time. I call out my guide friend's name as Gary and give something of a description of him. My wife and I have a friend, C, who has had connective spiritual and past life experiences in the past. C has a boyfriend named Gary as I understand it and I suspect the use of the name is a reference to him and a statement of the connection of C to my current spiritual experiences. In general I take this dream to mean that my perceptual experiences are now being altered so that I perceive the world and environment both in 3D and "dream" state beginning to become a blend of the two with the ability to transition between the two with greater ease and understanding. In addition I suspect that somehow as a part of this process I may be gaining or have gained "...the ability to "change situations and things with my mind" by just thinking of a change and shortly it will be presented to me..." but only time will tell about that.
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Posts: 134 06/15/11 10:29	My Internet wasn't working earlier today, but now it is. I have no idea why it failed when it did. I'm tired though… heading to bed. I glanced at your material. A very quick glance. I like the way you analyze your dreams. And so many guides. And so much happening. I think that's the one thing I've taken away from my study thus far from astral travel and dream study. In nonphysical reality, there is always activity going on, intense activity, intense interaction. I look forward to going to sleep now more than ever before. I remember in college I used to feel guilty about looking forward to going to bed – like I was abdicating or something. Copping out. But it seems like the real action starts when you fall asleep. All the great shows come on then. In the daytime I'm nourishing myself and going about "business as usual." Daytime is interesting, but the fireworks really begin after dark. I'm grateful for both worlds.
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Posts: 171 06/16/11 01:37	Dave, i'm pretty sure there are only two main guides most of the time - one being a male and the other being a female... however these two beings almost always take on a dream body form that is different in each dream scenario... there must be some reason for such dream behavior such as to keep me mystified and guessing as to what is going on... the guides rarely interact with me in a way that you and I would think would be proper normal human face-to-face conversations... about the closest that has ever happened is in one dream back a few months ago when the male guide told me in a dream conversation something like 'My specialty is establishing a Bishop trust'... which made me think first off upon waking that he was somehow talking about something to do with money... after a while I realized he was actually telling me that "his specialty in his line of work is establishing a trusting relationship with people"... In another dream (2010/10/10 Dream: Visitors Moved In, Attic Work, Food Worry) my male guide gives me a big smile and a thumbs-up gesture as he looks across the street at my dream character while he is driving his car into a garage: "I happened to glance across the street and saw a man driving his car into his garage. I could see all of the man (whom I apparently knew) sitting in his car and he looked over at me with a big smile on his face and gave me a thumbs-up gesture just before his vehicle disappeared into his garage." I'm guessing this is his way to let me know that I am doing what he wants and that he is pleased. Why he always likes to keep an aloof distance from me I haven't yet figured out except I suspect it has something to do with my not getting a chance to become dependent on him as might happen if I became too intimately familiar with him. As for my female guide (Catherine) I once saw a very colorful vibrant mental image of her for a few seconds as if she were sneaking that in for me to see as a surprise when I was meditating and trying to get some information about a life I lived in Australia (reference reading Australia...) as a man named Clem. In my meditation I saw in my mind's eye the image of a man maybe in his 40's or 50's wearing something like coveralls with somewhat of a roundish tummy which image conveyed a dull and gray overcast feeling about the man's life and character. I was startled to see this image in my mind's eye and that is all of what I got about Clem. However much to my surprise immediately following this image of Clem was an image of a very colorful vibrant beautiful woman who was glowing with good health. Then that image of her faded just as quickly as the previous image of Clem had faded. It puzzled me for a while who this woman was that had shown up in my meditative vision but I finally concluded it was likely to be my female guide (Catherine). In that lifetime I lived with my mother on a ranch in Australia. My mother in that lifetime is apparently an online female friend of my current wife and myself with whom we have shared various previous lifetime experiences. I'm pretty sure that the woman that I saw in the meditation is my guide Catherine and not that of my mother in that lifetime although that is a possibility. Last Edited By: Billy2024 06/16/11 01:48. Edited 2 times.
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Posts: 171 06/16/11 01:52	2010/10/10 Dream: Visitors Moved In, Attic Work, Food Worry Its been only night before last that I had my 2010/10/08 Reverie: Porch Visitors, Back Adjustment, Clarification experience. Last night I received additional information about what is going on. First dream: During the mid-nighttime frame I had a short dream in which I found myself in a house. I don't remember too much of this dream. I was working on something together with another female person (may have been my oldest daughter) though what or whom I don't remember. I think I may have been upstairs working this task but I needed to go downstairs and look around on the floor for something (perhaps straight pins) to aid us with our work. While downstairs on my knees on the linoleum floor looking over the light grayish squares, I noticed what looked like a very small copper colored coin which reminded me of a very small thin English pence or penny. When I saw the ultra thin pence I reached down and peeled it up with my fingers. Looking around nearby I saw another of these ultra thin copper patina coated pence and peeled it up with my fingers as well. I was surprised to find these pence on the floor as I was looking for something else. I remember that they puzzled me as I looked at each and peeled it from the floor. While I was on the floor searching I looked up and noticed a stairwell and could see at the top of the stairs into a room that apparently had window light coming in showing some furniture. The scene changes and I find myself in a group of people in what might be a living room. There is a woman sitting on the couch between a couple of people. I tossed her several articles of heavy clothing including pullover sweaters. I don't know who she was but when I tossed her the clothing it landed on her head and shoulders nearly covering her up. I saw myself stepping into (out of?) a heavy pair of pants. I remember that before I was in that room a couple of men which seemed to me to be like fireman gave me a cloth which had some instructions printed on it. Looking at the first instruction shown in only a few words, I could read it but didn't know what it meant. I noticed there was an instruction two, instruction three, etc. covering both sides of the short unrolled bolt of rectangular cloth. After I had tossed the heavy clothing onto the woman on the couch (who reminded me of my oldest daughter) and stepped into (out of?) the heavy pair of pants, I again looked at the bolt of cloth with the printed instructions. I now realized that each of the instructions was a simplified way describing how to take some kind of action if a certain event happened. Twice during this time I looked up and noticed that this house had a chimney. Each time I looked up and noticed the chimney, I was looking at the roof of this house and seeing this chimney from the outside. Each time I saw that there was some smoke curling upwards from on the right side of the top of this chimney. There was a man sitting up there apparently working on the chimney and I noticed a quick glimmer of light between him and the chimney brick and curling smoke. The dream ended. Second dream: I woke up late this morning about 8:20 a.m. having just had a longer dream. Again the setting was of a house. I seem to have just awakened in the house it being early morning and was out in the back yard area. There was a fenced pen with some cats laying around inside. Laying among them I saw what reminded me of my youngest daughter's black cat, Finley, though this black cat was smaller and more slender. I saw the black cat move and reach over with its head and nudge as if it were going to nurse at one of the smaller kittens. I felt like I needed to pick the black cat up and take it in to the house so I reached down and picked it up. The black cat was somewhat grumpy at being disturbed and put his mouth around my index finger and bit down. The bite wasn't hard and didn't hurt but I could certainly feel the teeth. The scene changed and I find myself inside the house in what seems to be the living room. The room has a high vaulted ceiling and I could see up to the top of the ceiling. There was a man at the top of a ladder a few feet below a medium sized box shaped light fixture attached to the ceiling. The light fixture was apparently not working. There was a light bulb on the ceiling a few inches from the side of the light fixture box. This light bulb had a pull cord hanging down and this cord was within reach of the man on the ladder. I asked him if the light was working or fixed yet and he pulled the cord to show me that the light bulb did not come on so I knew the problem wasn't fixed yet. While looking upward I noticed an opening in the vertical wall near the light fixture box and the light bulb and realized it was the attic and that someone had to go up into the attic to get near and repair the lights. I then became aware that there were several people in the living room with me. I could feel there were children somewhere nearby. I saw a slender woman with dark hair to her shoulders aged late 20s or early 30s. I knew this woman was my mother [died in 1994] standing there with a worried look on her face holding out in her hands three open bags which looked like potato chip bags. She was wondering where we were going to get food for all these people that had apparently moved in with us. My concern again switched to getting the ceiling lights working and I wanted someone to go up to the attic and fix the problem. I had the man from the ladder go outside the house with me so that he could go up to the attic to work on the problem. As the man stood outside getting ready to climb up an outside entrance to the attic, I happened to glance across the street and saw a man driving his car into his garage. I could see all of the man (whom I apparently knew) sitting in his car and he looked over at me with a big smile on his face and gave me a thumbs-up gesture just before his vehicle disappeared into his garage. I next was back in the house in the living room. I went up some stairs to my left to the next upper level and could see across to the ceiling fixture box and light bulb area in the living room ceiling. I was standing there when I heard a woman's voice (apparently my mother) talking and asking if I wanted my brother, Bobby [died in 1980], to go up to the attic and work on the problem. Standing in the big open area I could clearly hear her voice as if it were coming through a public address system somewhere in the walls and it startled me because it was so unexpected. Puzzled I reached down to both my pant's pockets to get either my hand radio or my cell phone from both thinking that was were the voice was coming from and I was going to answer back. But I was surprised that my two pockets were empty and guessed that I must have left them somewhere [by the way in my waking life I do always carry a hand radio and cell phone so that my family and I can communicate whenever need be]. I had in mind to answer my mother and tell her yes to have Bobby go on up to the attic to help do the repair work. Then I awoke. Analysis: I am again astonished at how these two dreams seem to be a continuation about information of my reverie and directed dream of two nights ago. However sometimes I do have successive experiences wherein there is continued and more detail given. In the first dream the major points are: 1. I'm in a house working upstairs together with someone perhaps my oldest daughter. 2. I go downstairs to find something we need but searching on the floor for perhaps straight pins I discover unexpectedly what reminds me of small slender English pence coins which I peel up with my fingers. 3. While searching on the floor I glance up and notice a stairwell with a room at the top wherein I can see furniture amidst the natural looking light. 4. I'm in the house living room but sense people throughout the house. I toss heavy clothing onto a woman possibly my oldest daughter sitting on the couch and I see myself getting into or out of a heavy thick layer of pants though I don't wear any such heavy pants in the rest of the dream. 5. Some men who remind me of firemen (with extra layers of clothing) give me a bolt of cloth which has simplified instructions printed. At first I don't understand the separately numbered instructions although I can easily read them. After the experience with the heavy thick pants I seem to now realize that I can understand these instructions and they each explain what kind of action to take if a certain event happens. 6. I twice notice the chimney on the end of the roof of the house where there is a man sitting apparently fixing some kind of issue. There is a quick glimmer of light between him and the small upward curling smoke coming from one side of the chimney. In the second dream the major points are: 1. Its early morning and I have just awakened in a house and gone outside where I noticed a fence pen with some kittens and cats laying around. I see a young slender black cat resembling my youngest daughter's cat. It stirs and reaches over to apparently nurse on one of the kittens. I feel I need to pick up this cat to bring it into the house but when I do it bites me on the finger. 2. I find myself in the living room which has a high vaulted ceiling with a light fixture box attached and next to it a light bulb with a pull cord hanging down. Directly under is a step ladder with and man standing near the top. When I ask if the ceiling lights are working he pulls the cord showing me that the light remains off so I know its not yet fixed. While looking upward I realize there is an attic near the ceiling lighting structure and that someone needs to go into the attic to do the repair work. 3. I become aware that a number of people including children are in the house with me. A youngish woman who is my mother [deceased] stands in the living room holding three open bags which look like potato chip bags and is asking with a worried look how are we going to feed everyone living here. 4. I'm still concerned about getting the ceiling light problem fixed so I have the ladder man go outside with me where he can ascend a set of stairs to the attic to work on the lighting problem. 5. While outside I happen to glance across the street and see a smiling man driving his car into his garage and he gives me a thumbs-up gesture as he does it. 6. Again my attention returns to the living room and I ascend up some stairs on my left to the next upper level where in a wide open area I can see across to the ceiling fixture box and the light bulb and pull cord. I am startled when I hear my mother's crystal clear voice inside my head asking if I would like my brother [deceased] to go up to the attic and help work on the lighting problem. Thinking that she is speaking thru my hand radio or cell phone I reach down to my pant's pockets for them but am surprised to discover I don't have them there and must have left them somewhere. I had intended to answer her saying yes that I did want my brother to go up to the attic to help work on the repairs. Connecting the first dream points and the second dream points together: 1. From this dream and others that I have had over time I strongly suspect that my oldest daughter and I have been working together on a project for a long time. 2. At this time I can only speculate that if we were to explore further together my oldest daughter and I would find a common association of some kind that is connected with a previous life in England perhaps associated in some way with English pence or coinage. 3. The heavy clothing that I toss onto the woman (oldest daughter?) on the couch, the fireman with extra clothing on, my getting into or out of the heavy thick pair of pants suggests to me the heaviness and lightness of "bodily clothes" or perhaps emotional baggage. 4. The bolt of cloth with the printed instructions are understood after the removal of the heavy pants or baggage. This suggests to me that when the time comes that actions are needed for certain events as they arise then the particular instructions needed to deal with it will be understood. 5. There is a strong theme of "attic" and going "upstairs" and going "downstairs". The high vaulted ceiling with the electrical problem with the light fixture box and the light bulb and the attic right next to them as well as the effort involved in getting to and working on the problem suggests to me something to do with the head and perhaps the chakra system and the crown chakra. The ladder man pulled the light bulb pull cord but the light didn't come on yet because the problem in the attic hasn't yet been fixed. Placing such attention toward all this suggests to me that the "attic solution" is being worked and perhaps activation (i.e. yanking the pull cord) is immanent. (Reference: Jelaila Starr'sThe Nine Levels of DNA Recoding (CD)). 6. My deceased mother and deceased brother are involved suggesting a spiritual connection. 7. There is a strong "extended family moved in" theme suggesting to me that the "extended family" are all the actors and actresses of our group spiritual family moving closer together such that we can communicate through the use of a "spiritual internet" within our minds (e.g. as with: "I could hear my [deceased] mother's crystal clear voice inside my head asking me about my [deceased] brother"). 8. In the dream while outside the house I happened to glance across the street and see a man driving his car into his garage but he looks over at me and with a smile on his face gives me a "thumbs-up". To me this speaks for itself in that this is my guide telling me that all is going well and he is pleased. Last Edited By: Billy2024 09/01/11 08:07. Edited 2 times.
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