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Processing... Waiting... Accessing the Multidimensional Library... Seeing, Hearing, Feeling, Reflecting, Opening... Therapy and Healing

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Billy2024

Processing... Waiting... Accessing the Multidimensional Library... Seeing, Hearing, Feeling, Reflecting, Opening... Therapy and Healing

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07/31/11 04:11

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Awoke at 4:30 a.m. having gone to bed at 12:45 a.m. earlier. Got up for a bathroom trip then laid back down. Some time passed... I clearly saw a brightly glowing light bulb with a pull cord hanging from its ceiling fixture... more time passed... I was standing in the small hallway by the front door... toward my right were the steps to the upstairs level of the house... in my two hands I was holding a large rectangular mirror with a fancy ornate frame... as if expecting visitors I turned to look out the small window at eye level in the upper part of the front door... then I turned back inwards again... and I saw that the large rectangular mirror with the fancy ornate frame now contained an image that was suggestive of a traditional Christian motif something to do with a cross... I continued waiting for visitors to come... time passed... I got up out of bed, turned on the bedside light and noticed the time was 5:15 a.m. so I decided to get up for the day...

Yesterday was a big day for our oldest daughter, Rebecca, who lives with us... at noon we (Rebecca, wife and I) drove over to PetCo to meet Betsy from Columbia Second Chance who was bringing Rebecca's new dog... Rebecca is becoming a new foster mother for a two year seven month old medium sized brown Basset Hound... he has an old eye injury that has resulted in the loss of one eye though he seems not to miss it... he will need to have heart-worm treatment in the near future... he is a sweet fellow... Rebecca met her new foster dog and they got along just fine... on the way home we picked out a new name for him... his new name is Sammy... Sammy settled in easily at our home and seems to love being around our four cats as well... curiously even though Sammy has limited vision he seems to have adapted very quickly and nicely to his new home environment...

Bill wanted me to write this up and tell what happened this morning to both of our one year old kittens. We have some very very sad news to share. This morning around 10:30 a.m. two black and white husky mix dogs were running loose and attacked and mauled Calli and Cleo. The kittens both died. We cornered the dogs and called animal control, then the owner showed up and he understood why I had to call animal control. The owner and wife were issued tickets for the dogs for letting them run loose and also vicious dog warnings because they killed the two kittens. Bill and Rebecca rushed the kittens to the vet office but they were already too far gone to be revived. The couple that own the dogs said that their three year old daughter wanted to feed the dogs and opened the gate and they got out. This has been a very emotional time at our house this morning. Calli and Cleo will be sadly missed as we all loved them very very much. Pat

So be it!... Namaste

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Healing Templates: What Are They, How Are They Used, Show Me The Way

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08/01/11 03:51

Reference: The 2005 Templates (series)

2005 Grid Points and Templates

In late January, I [Jelaila Starr - The Nibiruan Council] received the Council assignments for 2005. I was to travel around the US, doing workshop in order to anchor new grid points from the 9D Compassion Grid and when necessary create healing (?) templates. These templates would provide blueprints for clearing ancient galactic wounds while giving humanity the tools to make changes on Earth that are needed as a result of those wounds being played out here.

The grid points would anchor the 9D Grid into areas where it was deemed necessary to prevent major earth changes. They would be anchored two ways, into the ground and into the people. The first would be in the location where the workshop takes place. The second would be through the people who either attend the workshop and receive the information or who listen to the recordings of the workshop. They would become what the 9D Nibiruans call, “living anchors.”

I or workshop participants will write reviews for each template as we go along. By the end of the year, if indeed that is when this assignment is over, we will have a written record of how we created major changes in Earth’s future timeline through the template work along with the stability provided by the grid points as we moved through the Earth changes.

Miami, FL	Stroudsburg, PA
Kansas City, MO	Glen Arbor, MI
Seattle, WA	Phoenix, AZ
Colorado Springs, CO	Escondido, CA

Reference: 2005 Kansas City Template

The Kansas City Template, April 2005

Unlike the workshop and template in Miami, the Kansas City template was rather easy. The participants represented the various races involved in the 4 major galactic events that I’d be working on during the year. Each major galactic event is being replayed on Earth at present, creating the various major problems that humanity faces.

I believe that the participants’ contribution was creating a template for harmony in a group of diverse cultures and races. As the second day drew to a close, it had become apparent that each of us was doing something that irritated the rest of the group. On the final day, the irritation had escalated to the point where we could go no further until the sources were addressed. With the support of the group, we took a look at those behaviors and came up with ways to modify them and then make agreements around how to handle future conflicts as we worked to change. It was all done without major conflict. Each person was proactive in his/her desire to make a change.

What I wouldn’t know until the end of the year was that this template helped in creating the others. Without it I don’t think that we could have forged the more difficult ones because the willingness to see the personal issues would have stood in the way.

This workshop also played one other important role in the mission of 2005. It provided an anchor for the other templates, allowing the energies from each to be woven and anchored into the High Heart of the Dove, the high heart chakra of the Earth. This chakra is synonymous with the thymus and if you have followed the Nibiruans’ work, you know that the thymus is where compassion is created. Compassion transmutes DNA to crystalline from and also enables us to change the future.

The anchoring process was accomplished through grid work. Each time I left and returned to my home in Kansas City, Missouri after a workshop, the energetic line that was created, anchored to freshly made template into the surrounding area.

I thank all those who participated in this workshop. Your contribution allowed for the success of the others.

Reference: 2005 Miami Template

The Miami Template, March 26, 2005

To learn more about what occurred during and after the making of this template, read the write-ups from participants posted on the Comments page.

The Miami template like most templates started out with us having no real awareness of what it would be about. We knew we needed to anchor a grid point to stabilize the Florida coast through the coming intense 3 1/2 years of earth changes, but we had no idea what template was needed for it.

As with all templates we had to look for the signs and they were there. The first was obvious by the genetics of the participants. We had 3 Felines in our group along with a couple of Reptilians and an Orb. You can read about these races on our website in the Galactic Federation area..

The second clue was also obvious but I hesitated to acknowledge because it involved the Jewish people and I didn’t want the Anti-Semitic League coming after me. This clue was apparent because we were doing the workshop right in the heart of an affluent Hasidic Jewish community. But how these two clues would create a template was still not known. That all changed on Saturday.

We had an agreement about being on time in the morning and from breaks and lunch. That agreement was broken by two of the participants, a Feline and the Orb. When asked why they were late, the Feline didn’t take long in seeing her part and apologizing. The Orb on the other hand took until the next day! And to make matters worse, the Feline involved kept care taking her and coming to her rescue because she felt that a) it was not that big of a deal and b) we were being to hard on this little Orb person. It was easy to see that the Feline’s original apology wasn’t as sincere as we thought from the way she defended the Orb. I guess you could say it took the Orb being resistant to show us what the Feline really felt, what she really believed. Both felt they were being victimized.

It took us some time to get the Feline to see that breaking one’s word no matter what the reason destroys trust. Moreover it undermines the safety of the relationship, in fact, the safety disappears once trust is broken. So how did we get that the template was between the Jews and the Felines from this interaction, especially in light of the fact that the greatest conflict involved an Orb? Good question.

First, the real issue was about taking responsibility and owning when you have broken your word. Both the Feline and the Orb had broken their word to be back on time. Though the Feline initially owned up to her part, the Orb resisted and was supported in doing so by the Feline. In comes the galactic perspective...this is where you really find out what is going on.

Felines and Orbs have been working together for many eons of time. The Orbs are in service to the Felines and act as crystal balls that allow the Felines to see into other dimensions and timelines. Consequently, Felines feel a special need to care for the Orbs. When out of balance this can lead to care taking on the part of the Felines. When they do this they are enabling the Orbs and not allowing them to evolve by taking responsibility for their actions. In a way it is keeping the Orbs dis-empowered.

The Jewish culture is the last remnant of the Feline consciousness on Earth. The Felines are an amazing species but like all species, they have their weaknesses. The most challenging weakness is their unwillingness to see how they seek to control others. With a tendency towards unity consciousness they prefer to remain [together and] keep to their own kind and don’t encourage unions outside. If they do choose to bring an outsider in, the outsider is strongly encouraged to convert to the Feline ways.

Another challenge is that they tend to infiltrate a society and take it over. They can do this because they are extremely intelligent, very family oriented and believe in educating their children in commerce, banking, politics, industry, etc. In that way their children can move into key positions in a society. Within a few generations, they can be in control of these keys areas. If one takes an honest look at the history of the Jewish people, one will see this pattern. Going further, with such a pattern, abuse of power and learning how to own it and apologize are lessons that must be learned. This template was about taking responsibility for abusing power, owning up to it and sincerely apologizing. Both the Feline and the Orb had to do this.

If we are to reclaim our power we must first take responsibility for when we abuse it. As such we cannot be victims. The Jews or tribe of Judah are the “big brothers” to the other 11 tribes. As such they are the ones to show the way and provide a role model for how to do things in a more balanced and compassionate manner. This template provided a way for them to do that...to step out of victim-hood and own when they have abused their power both individually and collectively.

I thank all those who participated in this template. I thank the Lori, the Feline, and Roxanne, our resident Orb for taking on the roles to show us the way. Jelaila

Reference: Processing... Waiting... Accessing the Multidimensional Library... Seeing, Hearing, Feeling, Reflecting, Opening... Therapy and Healing

Felines Calli and Cleo Forgiveness and Compassion Healing Template - A Fitting Tribute

Bill wanted me to write this up and tell what happened this morning to both of our one year old kittens. We have some very very sad news to share. This morning around 10:30 a.m. two black and white husky mix dogs were running loose and attacked and mauled Calli and Cleo. The kittens both died. We cornered the dogs and called animal control, then the owner showed up and he understood why I had to call animal control. The owner and wife were issued tickets for the dogs for letting them run loose and also vicious dog warnings because they killed the two kittens. Bill and Rebecca rushed the kittens to the vet office but they were already too far gone to be revived. The couple that own the dogs said that their three year old daughter wanted to feed the dogs and opened the gate and they got out. This has been a very emotional time at our house this morning. Calli and Cleo will be sadly missed as we all loved them very very much. Pat

Clarification and Understanding

Healing templates come in all sizes and shapes from the scale of being global wide down to nation wide down to state wide and down to community wide as well as down to among a few individuals. One of the features of the Calli and Cleo Healing Template that Pat didn't mentioned was how profusely everyone in the event exclaimed how very sorry they were that the two dogs had mauled and killed the two felines. This was remarkably noticeable to me [Bill] starting with when Rebecca and I rushed the two mauled bodies over to the vet's office. It was Sunday and the vet's office was closed but there was an emergency number posted by the door. In the rush to get Calli and Cleo over to the vet's office Rebecca and I had forgotten to take our cellphones with us. However there was an older man standing at the office door when we drove up. He was turning around to go back to his car as we drove up. I got out of the car and realizing Rebecca and I didn't have our cell phones and couldn't call the emergency vet phone number, after he yelled over to me that there was no one in the office I asked him if he had a cellphone and would he call the emergency number for us as we had two kittens mauled by dogs laying in the back seat of the car. He immediately tried to call the emergency number but that resulted in being given another number to call which was all very confusing. In the meantime I ran around to the side of the vet's office building and knocked several times on the window just in case someone was inside. A woman appeared from an inside doorway and came up to the door where I was standing outside. Through the door I explained our situation to her and as soon as she understood she immediately walked to the front door of the office as I returned back to my car and Rebecca and the older man with the cellphone. The woman opened the door for us and I brought the mauled kittens' bodies into the vet's office and placed them on the counter in one of the rooms. After the woman who turned out to be the vet on-call listened to the two kittens and felt their bodies she said they were too far gone. That the trauma to their bodies had been too great as she could feel broken ribs and bones and they were dead. At this point the older man as well as the woman vet began to say repeatedly how very sorry they were that this had happened. Rebecca and I knew then that Callie and Cleo were for sure dead. They had been on lines off the front porch to protect them from straying off into our busy street in front of the house. They were also on the lines because we had not yet had them fixed though they were scheduled for a visit to the vet's office on the 18th of August to get them fixed. After which time I would be allowing them to go outside and not be on the lines. It was because the kittens were tied via their collars to the lines that they died when the two large dogs came around and assaulted them. Calli and Cleo were completely innocent and helpless since they could not get away from the dogs when attacked. They gave up their lives as small innocent beings and I felt very badly that I had placed them in this situation however and was unable to sense that trouble was brewing and that the kittens were in danger. Our whole family loved those two kittens and it was very emotional and sad that this happened. After Rebecca and I returned home from the vet's office, the Animal Control woman and the husband and wife owners of the two dogs were in our front yard. All three people were profusely saying how very very sorry they were that this had happened. The husband and wife were very sorry and explained how their three year old daughter had wanted to feed the dogs and had not latched the gate or door properly and the dogs had gotten loose and wandered off. In fact their family lived nearly a half mile north from our house and somehow the dogs had made their way to our house while the husband and wife were out looking for them. The husband just happened to drive by after Rebecca and I had left for the vet's office but before the Animal Control person had arrived. After getting back home and hearing what had happened I immediately told the Animal Control woman that we did not wish to do anything to the dogs or charge the husband and wife as this was really nobody's fault including the little three year old girl who had accidentally let the dogs escape. And I told Pat that this incident was about compassion and not vengeance to which she readily agreed even though she was sobbing and crying because her and Rebecca's kitten had just died. I told the Animal Control woman to handle the situation the way she would ordinarily but that we didn't want any blame to be placed on them from us. After reflecting about the event yesterday now I have come to see it in a higher perspective that I believe I understand that this was a healing template in which Callie and Cleo gave up their lives [as Felines] in order that all the people involved in this incident could by a process of catharsis release old hidden buried wounds that needed to be brought out and shed to better prepare us each all to face the oncoming 2012 Ascension event [What is Ascension?]. All people involved were Vet (Julie), assisting older man with cellphone, dog owners husband and wife and their three year old girl, my wife Pat, our oldest daughter Rebecca and son Tyra and youngest daughter Elizabeth as well as myself. Somehow old buried issues for the each of us were helped to get purged and routed out of the each of us as this was a very emotional cleansing lesson for the all of us [Reference: The 7 Stages of Emotional Clearing]. Thus I personally think and believe that Callie and Cleo somehow were involved in a process wherein they sacrificed their lives for the greater good of the various humans involved in this emotional cleansing lesson and suspect this is their finest hour and I salute you Callie and Cleo for being such brave little Feline beings. You will be sadly missed by our family and we hope to see you again sometime later. Goodbye little Callie and Cleo... until we meet again... So be it... Namaste

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Sri Sri Paramahansa Yogananda, Dragging Behind Me A Cross

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08/01/11 09:41

1st Row-Jesus Christ, Lord Krishna, Mahavatar Babaji,

2nd Row- Lahiri Mahasaya, Sri Yukteswar, Paramhansa Yogananda

I, Paramahansa Yogananda, was born Mukunda Lal Ghosh in Gorakhpur, Uttar Pradesh, India into a devout Bengali family on January 5, 1893. From my earliest years, my awareness and experience of the spiritual was far beyond the ordinary. In my youth I sought out many of India's Hindu sages and saints, hoping to find an illumined teacher to guide me in my spiritual quest.

I met my guru, Swami Sri Yukteswar Giri, in 1910, at the age of 17. After passing my Intermediate Examination in Arts from the Scottish Church College, Calcutta, I did my graduation in religious studies from the Serampore College, a constituent college of the University of Calcutta and in 1915, I took formal vows into the monastic Swami Order and became Swami Yogananda. In 1917, I began my life's mission with the founding and running of a school for boys in Ranchi, India that combined modern educational techniques with yoga training and spiritual ideals. This school would later become Yogoda Satsanga Society of India, the Indian branch of my American Organization.

In 1920, I went to the United States as India's delegate to an International Congress of Religious Liberals convening in Boston. That same year I founded Self-Realization Fellowship to disseminate worldwide my teachings on India's ancient practices and philosophy of Yoga and its tradition of meditation. For the next several years, I lectured and taught on the East coast and in 1924 embarked on a cross-continental speaking tour. The following year, I established in Los Angeles an international headquarters for Self-Realization Fellowship, which became the spiritual and administrative heart of my growing work. After fifteen years of my services in the West, Sri Yukteswar conferred upon me the title Paramhansa, which means "supreme swan."

In 1946, I published my life story, Autobiography of a Yogi, which was instrumental in introducing vedic philosophy to the West. It has since been translated into eighteen languages and remains a best seller. It includes my and Sri Yukteswar's attempts to explain certain verses and events of the Bible such as the Garden of Eden story, and descriptions of my encounters with leading spiritual figures such as Therese Neumann, the Hindu saint Sri Anandamoyi Ma, Mohandas Gandhi, Nobel laureate in literature Rabindranath Tagore, famous Indian scientist Sir Jagadish Chandra Bose and Nobel Prize winning physicist Sir C. V. Raman.

On March 7, 1952, I entered mahasamadhi, a master's final conscious exit from the body. My passing was marked by an extraordinary phenomenon: a notarized statement signed by the Director of Forest Lawn Memorial Park testified: "No physical disintegration was visible in his body even twenty days after death....This state of perfect preservation of a body is, so far as we know from mortuary annals, an unparalleled one....Yogananda's body was apparently in a phenomenal state of immutability."

This photo, commonly known as "The Last Smile," is the last known photo of me, taken shortly before I left my body.

My guru lineage was responsible for providing me with the central discipline of my teachings. Sri Yukteswar was the disciple of Lahiri Mahasaya,
in turn the disciple of the ageless guru Mahavatar Babaji, who had revived and—through his disciples—begun
the spread of Kriya Yoga, described as a "spiritual science of Self Realization." It was through me that Kriya Yoga was brought to the West.

Everything else can wait, but your search for GOD cannot wait...

-Sri Sri Paramahansa Yogananda

O GOD BEAUTIFUL

O God beautiful,O God beautiful,
At Thy feet,O I do bow!
O God beautiful,O God beautiful,

In thy forest Thou are green,
In the mountain Thou are high,
In the river Thou are restless,
In the ocean Thou are grave.

O God beautiful,O God beautiful
At Thy feet.O i do bow!
O God Beautiful,O God beautiful,

To the serviceful Thou are service,
To the lover Thou are love,
To the sorrowful Thou are sympathy,
To the yogi,Thou are bliss.

O God beautiful,O God beautiful.
At Thy feet,O I do bow!
O God beautiful,O God beautiful!

WHEN THY SONG FLOWS THROUGH ME

O life is sweet and death a dream,
O life is sweet and death a dream,
When Thy song flows through me,
My Lord,When Thy song flows through me.
Then joy is sweet,sorrow a dream,
Then joy is sweet,sorrow a dream,
When Thy song flows through me,
My Lord,When Thy song flows through me.
Then health is sweet,sickness a dream,
Then health is sweet,sickness a dream,
When Thy song flows through me,
My Lord,When Thy song flows through me.
Then praise is sweet,and blame a dream,
Then praise is sweet,and blame a dream,
When Thy song flows through me,
My Lord,When Thy song flows through me.

"I am awake in Spirit; but whenever GOD commands me to act in His dreamland of creation, I willingly undertake whatever comedy or tragedy or beautiful part He wants me to play...

All are sweet; for I feel it is He who is playing through me during all my scenes on the stage of this colossal dreamland."

dragging behind me... a cross

93/06/16 15:20

...round noon Elizabeth and I [Bill] went over to the hospital and visited with mom who has been moved from room 2002 to room 4017... she has been perfectly lucid and doing wonderfully since about two days ago...

...was beginning to get sleepy... laid down on the bed... meditated deeply and with ease... then slipped into a sort of dream... was at a hospital talking to some people... different people... several scenes of this kind of stuff [seems I'm not quite allowed to remember this right now (03:00 pm 16 June 1993)... I [Bill] was at a table or counter when someone to my right started talking to me... a man... at first I couldn't get turned around to see him... but after a bit of struggle with myself I was able to see him... he was telling me that I may have some problem with her, soon... I ask who... at first he wouldn't say who... then I asked again... asked if it was Rebecca... he reluctantly said yes, you may lose her... this afternoon... then I'm going over toward a room to see someone... as I hurry toward that room my arms seem to have more and more stuff in them making my forward progress more and more difficult... I get the distinct feeling of like all the stuff I'm carrying and kinda dragging behind me is like a cross (as a Man once dragged behind him 2000 years ago)... as I move along the halls someone comes up behind me and says I see you have been talking to someone about [I can't remember what]...

...now I am really getting worried about Rebecca so I force myself to come out of this... Awake I go over to Rebecca's room... I have asked her if she is OK... I feel worried... especially after all those ESP hits you and I have been getting and all the precognitive stuff too... I have Rebecca here now in my room... she is just fine... n-o-w I t-h-i-n-k this probably has to do with: Mom... I am writing this now (03:14 pm) to you [Charlene] for documentation purposes...

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93/06/16 17:04

I [Charlene] don't have to tell you that I'm praying for things to be okay. Try and be calm and think positively. About 4 pm here, I had a S-T-R-O-N-G feeling that you had been "here", and was almost shocked to find out you hadn't when I logged on. I am at the point going to probably make a big fool of myself, but I'll chance it. I felt a pressure on my forehead and the "sweet burning" come over me quite strongly. I kind of laughed at myself, thinking that the pressure was probably just eye-strain (I've been sewing all day), and that I was doing one of those "headache is a brain tumor" things. Please tell me this was eye strain!! I don't think I'm ready for anything else. I'm sorry to bring up something that happened to ME when you're so worried...But then, I guess it wasn't all me, was it...I felt you, too.

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93/06/16 18:11

Your 4:00 is my 3:00 remember! At my 3:00 I [Bill] was sitting at this computer typing that last note to you [Charlene]. I then had Rebecca in here sitting on the bed where she was cutting out her coupons which she likes to do. Had her in here so's I could keep a watch on her. In typing the note I was strongly thinking of you... I can no longer deny that we are connected... as if there is a hose from my body/spirit right into your body/spirit... [just REALIZED after saying that that symbolically this communication path is a "hose"] ...you are no fool... I think your forehead pressure was real... as well as the "sweet burning" that surged...

I have previously discovered that my forehead pressure surges when I am supposed to notice or pay attention to something [that is the question I was asking of Geri about the band around my head... I already knew the answer but needed to hear confirmation from her] You have already, bless your heart, told me that... Maybe the big "surge" is a reward for "figuring something out"' which it seems to me to be pretty much [the case] ...anyway, after sending the other note off to you, I had Rebecca walk along with me so's we could trail Elizabeth on her training wheel bike over a few blocks so's she could play with a girl friend her own age... Earlier today she has been upset as Tyra and his male buddy don't want her to play with them and she has nobody to play with... We left Elizabeth over there... Rebecca and I walked on home... At my 4:30 Rebecca and I walked back over there to get Elizabeth and follow her on her bike back here to the house... Since about my 4:00 I have been calm and oh! so! serene... --- Right now I feel totally calm thru-out my body... BTW each time you have the surge of the "sweet burning" please make a mental note of the time and what it was like and report them to me... I want to see if they correlate to anything I notice with me... [and you already did report this one and it did correlate to what I was doing...

BTW I have already correlated that when I have an intense session on the cpu with you that the forehead pressure surges or will kick on so to speak... yesterday I noticed that the "sweet burning" sensations also correlated to having been in a session with you... NOW you can not deny that when we are connected you are pulling on me strongly... and in my dream if you will remember I had my mouth over the opening of the champagne bottle when the liquid erupted upward spilling all over everything!!! [please reread that note again for further understanding!!!]

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93/06/16 20:15

..this is great! I [Bill] just got back from another walk with Elizabeth on her be-wheeled bike around the rather large block... I was coming in here to write you [Charlene] that I have been taking small sips of your sweet nectar for the last couple of hours... As I walked around I am looking at the flowers, the trees, the grass, the lovely shadows in the wooded area, the prettiest little girl riding her bike with her brother[?], talking so nicely to Elizabeth, letting Rebecca play at the neighbors, etc... wow! wow! soft, sweet feelings of warmth, very gentle, calling you to look again, to listen closely to the birds, see how beautiful the houses and yards look... Your liquor tastes sooo good... I want more....

...wasn't that dream about the champagne bottle SO symbolic of how it feels.... I only realized that while ago when I wrote that letter... now I know why the ancient India religions and culture contained so much erotic pictures, sculptures, etc... they already knew all of this thousands of years ago... do read the "gita" book and the "Hidden Journey" book and "Autobiography of a Yogi" book... I can't talk to you about them till you know what they say...

...you know what I think... that I have my third eye chakra open and you have your heart chakra open... and that we are connecting so that I can thru you open my heart chakra and that you can thru me open your eye chakra... this morning in your bath you were reporting to me exactly the way I was getting insights lately and making connections between... your void is being slowly filled by me... my void is being slowly filled by you... my erotic images tell us symbolically what is happening... God isn't this just great... I have lost my fear of it all... I am not afraid of you... [damnedest softest surge in my forehead when I said I am not afraid of you] I think I am being told not to be afraid of you... God isn't this the greatest...

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93/06/16 22:09

There! I [Charlene] feel much more secure now. I just love the way you're enjoying this! It IS a spectacular feeling, isn't it! I often walk down to the end of our lot and walk along the river... I get the same feeling every time I'm there. Other places, too, but especially there. It's just about the most beautiful place I've ever seen, and it's LITERALLY right in my own back yard! I love it that you seem to also be turning this toward your family! Isn't it neat how generous you can be with it, and you still don't run out!!

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93/06/16 22:46

...I [Bill] can't wait until Geri gets back with that reading response... I am very, very curious about all of this... you [Charlene] sure love to connect don't you... I however am a very cautious person... I must understand things but not necessarily in a logical way... I can be very logical, but I can understand in other forms of logical ways... There are many forms of logical ways... Sometimes I am not so sure of what is happening but I pick my way carefully thru... I don't like to be conformist at all... Yet I have very strong thoughts about what I must do... I know that all my life I have been somehow aware of being directed to do things, did not know the why just that I should... I watched and I listened not quite sure what I was looking for... Only I knew that when I saw or heard it I would recognize it... It has guided me all thru my life... Dreams have been a very important thing in my life... I have known they are telling me things... As I have gotten older the dreams have become even more important... The dreams have told me of things to come in my life which indeed have happened... I have learned to respect and trust this source of information... Even tho I did not necessarily understand how to interpret it at the time it happened... The dreams began to become comforting as I knew they would show me the way... And I learned to listen closely to them... I have read books, many, many of them... When young I loved science... my teacher used to get so upset with me because I would not pick out any but these...

Pat visited mom after work today... She said mom had slipped back to seeing Tyra hanging from the curtain ceiling rail... mom is again rocking from side to side in a disoriented way moving her head to the right and to the left and then back again [symbolic to me of trying to wiggle out of her body] Pat called home here from the hospital so mom could talk to us... she was pretty coherent then... I had each of the three children talk to her on the phone a little... [Elizabeth had been to see her with me about noon too]... I talked to mom and I told her "I love you" just to make sure she heard it from me...

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93/06/17 07:56

...I [Bill] couldn't sleep for several hours after I finished up and sent you that "life story..." ... I meditated right after sending the letter off, very long, deep, and remember nothing of it... then tossed and turned quite a while... then meditated for a while... that meditation mostly was about - the doing and practicing of seeing with my inside eyes in the spiritual landscapes - in that I was learning that I was literally PRACTICING in real time the looking with my eyes about me at the landscapes... I noticed how incredibly soft and subtle and quiet you must become to get those inside eyes to focus... sheee! v-e-r-y v-e-r-y s-o-f-t a-n-d g-e-n-t-l-e sheee! quite please! now look very softly around and you will b-e-g-i-n to see.........

...while in that meditation or somewhere close to it in time... I saw some symbolic stuff (in the VCR 2:49 a.m. time range)... I felt as if I was being involved in helping my mother's release from her life into the spiritual side... I saw a bottle, it was kind of shaken about some... then I helped at last pour out what was inside or a least encouraged the contents or liquid inside to pour out of the bottle... I saw that get out ok... then I saw some kinda of sticky, gunky stuff come sliding out of the bottle to [like afterbirth] and the bottle was empty... and I felt or knew that this was my mother getting out and free... ergo thus I was birthing my own mother from physical life back to spiritual life...

...after tossing and turning some and thinking about things... I [Bill] begin to wonder if perhaps that dream/reverie the other night which I recorded and reported to you [Charlene] about the "light that came to our bed and hovered over Pat's head" on 12 June 93 "Sub: pulsing light, tingling":

"... ...at about 2:30 a.m. I [Bill] was laying on the bed facing Pat she asleep facing me. The overhead fan was blowing cool air down upon her and me (A/C not being used). I drifted off toward sleep... I noticed being in a sort of large lot or yard. Looking off ahead a ways I could make out the image of some animals or forms. I looked over to my right a ways and could also see off in the distance some forms moving about. Then my attention was captured by what appeared to be a small like light starting to appear out in front of my head a couple of feet or so. At first it seemed small but quickly grew to the size of a large thumb. It reminded me of a reddish plastic rounded lens cap shaped like the upper part of a thumb (like on the end of a flashlight). As the light grew in size it flickered with yellow, red, orange mixes of light and it STRONGLY held my attention. I noticed also that I was feeling tingling sensations all over me. I kept getting the feeling that I was trying to be pulled up and away from my body. Not lazily trying to drift up and away BUT being pulled up and taken off to somewhere. As soon as I began to realize what was happening I wanted to let it continue a little but in a safe way. I began to say silently to myself "God be with me! God be with me!, ..." which kept me comfortable with the experience for a while as the light continued to pulsate and the tingling got stronger. The sensation of trying to be pulled up and away grew stronger! Finally I new that this was all I could handle for now and then I "willed" myself to come out of it and awake! As I became conscious I noticed that the light position had been just over Pat's head above her pillow as viewed from my perspective (if it had a position in 3D real space)... I felt quite excited. [Just before awakening I had gotten to wondering if I was being abducted which kinda is what led me to decide to awake myself.] When I awoke I checked the VCR clock and it said 2:42. ... I am reporting a "first time" experience to you and very close to the time when it happened to me. This experience is not unlike other dreams and reveries I have had. ...you see, no damn "guidebook" provided as to what's it all mean!!! ... I guess, as usual, I'm supposed to figure it out myself or ignore it or whatever I choose! I suspect, however, that if my spiritual awakening and development is to continue the choice reduces to work at trying to integrate it into my knowledge and experience base! But, now maybe I won't be alone on the physical side here in trying to understand it... ..."

..the thought I [Bill] began to have then last night was that maybe, just maybe [hang on here with me] that [this experience is a declaration of my decision] that light on 12 June 1993 that came and tried to get me to lift up and go with it along with the tingling sensations but that I decided to will myself out of this experience and wake up was literally coming to take me Bill away [read I was to die in my sleep that night literally] but that I made my "ego-die" decision by deciding to will myself [new-spirit] not to and wake me up out of it but that the [old-ego] did die... [think about it in terms of what has happened in the last two days] ...yesterday, I feel as if I am trying to become a different person... trying to become more loving... trying to become more caring and concerned for my children... opening my eyes to the possibility of love... for Pat, you [Charlene], the children, others around me, myself, the things around me... you in effect have participated literally in helping the old Bill to die and be reborn in a new way with new qualities among which is the ability to know love...

...anyway, as I [Bill] was laying there thinking this, I could relate it to the dream yesterday about Mom dying "...this afternoon..."... remember me carrying the bundles and stuff in my arm such that they seem to be getting heavier and were beginning to drag on the ground behind and the feeling as if I was dragging a cross on my shoulder towards my mom's hospital room...

[real time: at this second I just realized]: I have been asking in meditation in recent weeks to be shown what my real purpose in reincarnation in this life time is. Perhaps that purpose is to literally "ego-die" with the assistance of my mother and be reborn again anew with an understanding of love inside...!!!!! [making YOU [Charlene] of course my mid-wife]

...anyway, as I was laying there thinking those things I began to think very seriously that someone was about to die... I got kind of scared... maybe it was going to be me tonight... then maybe it was Rebecca... so I went to check on her... then Elizabeth and Tyra and I went to check on each of them... they were fine... then I noticed Pat laying there on the right side of the bed facing me asleep and lightly snoring... and I realized that that light from the 12 June reverie had been over her head... I thought maybe it is Pat that is going to die tonight... so I lay my left hand over her heart and kept it there... I felt reassured by the feel of her... and I could feel her move... and I could hear her breath... as I lay there with my hand over her heart I slipped into a dream or reverie... then that light was back... not as strong with flashing lights but there above Pat and her head... I could feel it's vibrations and tingling... I was thinking it was coming to take her away... I still had my hand upon her chest... I struggled and after a few long seconds I managed to get myself to come out of this and awake all the time telling her silently and shaking my hand upon her chest to "...wake up Pat...". I was so relieved when I awoke and Pat snored big and shifted around... soon every thing was again peaceful... I guess I fell off to sleep because the next thing I know I am waking up at about 6:00 local time... all seems well now... I seem to remember composing and/or reading more poetry...

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Consciousness Experiment: The Light Bulb with its Pull Cord - Installation, Repair, Use Thereof, Implication (Dragon Speak) [under construction]

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Repair: Reference: 2010/10/10 Dream: Visitors Moved In, Attic Work, Food Worry

"... The scene changed and I find myself inside the house in what seems to be the living room. The room has a high vaulted ceiling and I could see up to the top of the ceiling. There was a man at the top of a ladder a few feet below a medium sized box shaped light fixture attached to the ceiling. The light fixture was apparently not working. There was a light bulb on the ceiling a few inches from the side of the light fixture box. This light bulb had a pull cord hanging down and this cord was within reach of the man on the ladder. I asked him if the light was working or fixed yet and he pulled the cord to show me that the light bulb did not come on so I knew the problem wasn't fixed yet. While looking upward I noticed an opening in the vertical wall near the light fixture box and the light bulb and realized it was the attic and that someone had to go up into the attic to get near and repair the lights. ..."

"... I had the man from the ladder go outside the house with me so that he could go up to the attic to work on the problem. As the man stood outside getting ready to climb up an outside entrance to the attic, I happened to glance across the street and saw a man driving his car into his garage. I could see all of the man (whom I apparently knew) sitting in his car and he looked over at me with a big smile on his face and gave me a thumbs-up gesture just before his vehicle disappeared into his garage. ..."

"... I next was back in the house in the living room. I went up some stairs to my left to the next upper level and could see across to the ceiling fixture box and light bulb area in the living room ceiling. I was standing there when I heard a woman's voice (apparently my mother [died in 1994]) talking and asking if I wanted my brother, Bobby [died in 1980], to go up to the attic and work on the problem. Standing in the big open area I could clearly hear her voice as if it were coming through a public address system somewhere in the walls and it startled me because it was so unexpected. Puzzled I reached down to both my pant's pockets to get either my hand radio or my cell phone from both thinking that was where the voice was coming from and I was going to answer back. But I was surprised that my two pockets were empty and guessed that I must have left them somewhere [by the way in my waking life I do always carry a hand radio and cell phone so that my family and I can communicate whenever need be]. I had in mind to answer my mother and tell her yes to have Bobby go on up to the attic to help do the repair work. ..."

Use Thereof: Reference: Processing... Waiting... Accessing the Multidimensional Library... Seeing, Hearing, Feeling, Reflecting, Opening... Therapy and Healing

"... Awoke at 4:30 a.m. having gone to bed at 12:45 a.m. earlier. Got up for a bathroom trip then laid back down. Some time passed... I clearly saw a brightly glowing light bulb with a pull cord hanging from its ceiling fixture... more time passed... I was standing in the small hallway by the front door... toward my right were the steps to the upstairs level of the house... in my two hands I was holding a large rectangular mirror with a fancy ornate frame... as if expecting visitors I turned to look out the small window at eye level in the upper part of the front door... then I turned back inwards again... and I saw that the large rectangular mirror with the fancy ornate frame now contained an image that was suggestive of a traditional Christian motif something to do with a cross... I continued waiting for visitors to come... time passed... ..."

Implication: The Great Awakening - To The Angel Within, Act 6: Transitions, Scene 16: When Your Dragon Speaks

02 January 2011 : "...when your Oversoul speaks, it is good to listen... for it will tell you what you need to know... not what you want, but where you need to go... your Oversoul delights in its creative game play... and be ever so clever it is!... being sometimes a woman or sometimes a man... speaking to you as your boss or your friend in your special dream land... while another time maybe a bear or wolf or a billy goat silly... or even a dragon flying and an odd sort of being that may be... but always... always though, telling you what you need to know... so remember, when your Oversoul speaks, it is good to listen..."

Ancient Buddhist Blessing

May you be filled
with loving kindness.
May you be well.
May you be peaceful
and at ease.
May you be happy.

trust me... so be it... Namaste

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Processing... Waiting... Accessing the Multidimensional Library... Seeing, Hearing, Feeling, Reflecting, Opening... Therapy and Healing

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dragging behind me... a cross

Sometimes a good jolt is just what The Good Doctor ordered...

Recent solar flare may disrupt your GPS

Stargate: the Ark of Truth

The Commander: [OK, I think we're ready...] Dial it up... [Looks like we have a stable connection...] Take her in...

The Commander: [OK, I think we're ready...] Dial it up...
[Looks like we have a stable connection...] Take her in...